A Beautiful Disaster

rest

rest

I stared at my computer screen,

Typing away at it,

I keep telling myself I need some rest,

But my insomnia kicks in and says 5 more minutes.

So that's what I do,

Then time goes by,

And I'm lost in the world of books,

And when I look at my window,

I realize that the sun is rising,

And I start having a horrible headache,

I get up and place my laptop on my desk,

I sigh a little because I ignored myself once again,

Then I walked over to my bed,

Crawl into its warmth,

Close my eyes,

And sleep until my mother takes it upon herself to wake me at 1pm.

Yes, this is an endless cycle at times,

But I get some work done when I have these adventures into the restless night.

I get chapters for books done if I feel like it,

I get to read possibly an entire book if I feel like it,

I get to listen to all of my playlists if I feel like it,

But most of all,

I'll get some rest if I feel like it.

a.b.