A Beautiful Disaster

end me

end me

You cut me with your words, 

They enter my skin as if it were normal.

I was used to this numbing feeling,

I was used to you breaking me multiple times,

I was used to taking the blame,

Even though you were the one in the wrong.

I was used to getting hurt,

I was used to you,

You, the person who decided to blame shit on me,

Because apparently, I was the perfect candidate to take your pain.

So, end me.

Take me out of this misery that you have inflicted on me.

Because I cannot bear to go on any longer with you treating me like this,

Treating me as if I were nothing to you.

But in the end, "I was everything to you,"

And when I left,

You realized you had fucked up,

And that's why it is now eating you up on the inside.

a.b.