A Beautiful Disaster

forgetfulness

forgetfulness

What people don't know about me, is that I am forgetful.

My forgetfulness is so bad though,

I forget so easily, yet I can ace a test.

I forget what I ate for breakfast,

I forget what I texted my friends,

I forget that I mentioned something,

Even with this, I had something else in mind, and I forgot it.

I forget people's names, so I ask them repeatedly until their name is carved into my memory.

I forget so much, that I often just don't care to remember.

Because if I tried to remember I would gain a really horrid headache.

I just accept that I am forgetful.

But my forgetfulness will end me one day.

I will forget something, if not already, that I will just cry.

I even apologize that I am, indeed, forgetful.

 But, I wasn't always forgetful.

I just, can't remember certain events or conversations or lectures or.....I forgot where I was going with this.

My forgetfulness will be the death of me, if not it will be one of the causes of my death.

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