insecurities
My body is my biggest problem.
My stretch marks are visible to the world as I wear shorts.
My breast size is shown when I wear a bathing suit.
My face has freckles that appear at the most random times
My thighs have scars I rather forget were there.
My eyelids are too hooded to show the perfect eyeshadow look I always create
I feel as if my body is the biggest problem
My biggest insecurity
Because the little things that people love about me, I hate them.
I had braces because I hated my teeth
I got contacts because I hated wearing glasses in public
I started wearing baggy shirts because small boobs were a problem and often judged.
I cut my hair because I hated it long.
I have a problem with my body
It's a love-hate relationship that I can't escape
One day I'll be confident
Then the next...
I utterly hate myself.
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A Beautiful Disaster
PoetryMy story. A story full of unforgettable thoughts. I've come to terms with these certain parts of my life. This is for the people who decide to read my poetry. I hope you find the motivation to continue to fighting like I did. #1 in slam (5/31/18) #1...