Toy Boats

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She's only a child

She's unsure

She's still trying to figure out who she is

She's incompetent

And she's alone

It eats away at her,

the loneliness

Work is all her mother has

But work is what they need

She tries to fill in the empty head chair at their dining room table

But her feet can't even touch the ground yet

They tread water, pumping in the air, and the few inches that she still needs to grow seem insurmountable

She's touching the floor, trying to keep her brothers and sisters above water but drowning in the process

Her legs pump and pump

And they pump slower and slower

Until finally she allows herself to go under

Her siblings feet in her hands

Still in the land of toy boats and baby teeth

But she's sinking to the bottom like a rock

Drowning in her responsibilities

In her expectations for herself

As her baby brothers and sisters float their boats she sees the bottom of their toys

But these objects are foreign to her now

A part of her childhood cut short

And still she sits at the head of the table

And waits until her feet can finally grow the few inches that she needs

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