After my break down Jc and I became pretty close. I told Jc everything except my self harm. Jc told me most things but mostly made me laugh.
It was amazing when we would hang
Out. All my sadness and pain left. That is untill he noticed the several cuts up and down my left arm. As I noticed he saw I quickly put my hand on my wrist and looked down. I looked back up an saw tears in his eyes. "Why?" He said as he started to choke up. "Society, bullies my family" I said then I muttered "myself". Jc was clearly hurt. "I...I...I... I should have been there for you. " at that moment I realized how much of a true friend Jc was too me. I fully regretted not telling him everything.
Jc starter to cry. I sat there with no feelings. I felt numb agin and reached for the scissors in my back pack. I held them on my wrist, blade open only a mater of seconds until I had a new cut on my wrist. "STOP!" So I did and instantly broke down crying. "Jc...i.. I'm sorry it's just to hard for me to handle...and I don't want to put this on you I understand if you need time away from me... But please DONT ever leave me I need you.
Jc looked concerned. "I need you too. Tell me next time". He was holding back. I wander now why he said "next time tell me" like he expected it. Like really he didn't even try to stop me. But that was the past.
Every day after Jc saw my cuts he checked me. At first it was awkward because he checked my stomach and thighs. After a while I didn't care he was like my other brother only I knew I could talk to him unlike my brothers in jail. I didn't care what he saw and honestly neither did he. We didn't like each other we where just so close that nothing mattered.
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A "fine" life
FanfictionA Jc Caylen fan-fiction! CLEAN! Not completed yet. -------------------------------------- Jc and I had been best friends for a long time. I look back now cherishing those precious moments. I still love him too bad he forgot me. The following chap...
