A "fine" life

Chapter 15

Grammy was in her room I'm so happy I found her!
I ran to her bed side where she was sleeping. "Grammy? Grammy? Wake up " i pleaded. She did not budge. The worst moment of my life had begun. Grammy didn't wake. I thought she was just in a deep sleep i shrugged it off and left the room.
I missed Jc we hadn't talked much. He's been pretty busy lately. He doesn't hang with me anymore he's got a lot of new friends. They're more popular than me. I never text or call Jc I don't want to annoy him. I had decided to text him that morning.

Me: hey

Jc: hi

Me: how's it going with you

Jc: amazing I gtg bye

I guess his life is better off when he doesn't talk to me. I hadn't cut in almost 2 months for Grammys sake but man I felt like cutting agin. I couldn't though I promised. I decided to do something else. How about burn myself, or pierce my skin with a kabob stick. I could also brake a bone. I thought then I decided a burn. I took out a lighter and burnt Jc onto my stomach it hurt so bad. It was pain I deserved.
Grammy would be so disappointed wait where is grammy ? She was still asleep huh? I guess I'll wait I called Jc. " was up " he answered. " I miss you " I cried into the phone poking my burn to add emotion to my voice. " yeah I know you do I'm a busy guy are you ok? He asked me.
" yeah you wanna hang this week ? " I questioned? " I'm booked all week maybe another time " he hung up he sounded kind of harsh but maybe it was my imagination.
I still have Jc Instagram password maybe I'll hack him. I thought. I logged on to his account. It was full a pics of him and hot girls and the friendly guys hanging out at cool places. I wanted to know what was up with him so I looked through his dm. I clicked on the first one he had sent. It was sent 1 min. Ago. AFTER I called him. It was to a girl a pic of him shirtless. It wasn't Marie his girl friend it was to some other Cute girl. He asked her to hang with Him and a bunch of friends at a party he was having. One I wasn't invited to.
I was hurt I threw my phone. And I screamed louder than I ever have. I couldn't take this I need a pain that would last. I ran outside and ran far away. Than made a dash for my house I ran stuck my foot out and bent it hard as the side hit the bricks. I heard a snap I succeeded my ankle broke. It hurt like a fire racing up my leg I hobbled into the house dialed 911 at the same time as seeing Grammy not move. Not breathe.
I told them my name, address, and about Grammy and my ankle. They came quick. I lived right behind the hospital. They came and asked me questions about my ankle I said I tripped in a pot hole. Ha that was a lie. They asked about Grammy but I didn't have much I started to cry then everything went dark. I woke up in white room staring at the ceiling. I was in the hospital.
I sat dazed. Where's Grammy? Stella my nurse came in the room. She looked sad. I questioned her.
That was the worst day of my life it always will be. The news I learned ruined me.
I was silent.