A "fine" life

Chapter 28

I felt breathing on my face. My eyes were still closed but I sensed Connor was awake. I opened my eyes and was face to face the curly haired boy that used to be my dream. "morning." he said he looked like he just woke up too. "Jc I'm um sorry I thought you were um Connor like really sorry dude." I felt awkward, but calm at the same time Jc on the other hand seemed happy and relaxed. " Hey no worries Angel, reminds me of old times." He smiled and I sat up realizing that Connor was awake stalking us.
" So hey Angel can I talk to you" Connor had this face like he was totally shipping us or something. "Yeah my room?" I said knowing he meant in private. "sure" he said calmingly I knew he could sense my anxiety.
We walked to my room and Connor freaked out. " what was that?!" he questioned. "I had flashbacks freaked out went to go be near you mistakes Jc for you and I fell asleep in his arms..wooohps." I spoke in a rushed tone. "Yeah no kidding! look Jc is a great guy and all but be careful ok the whole YouTube thing can rip girls apart. Plus Jc does things your not ready for. It's not that I don't trust y'all it's just I'm worried that it's not what you think. be careful." Connor was sincere but he treated me like I don't know Jc at all. " look Connor that's sweet in all but you forget, I've known Jc for years he was my first boyfriend. I'm not looking to date him agin but man I miss the friendship we had. You act like I'm an innocent 12 year old but that's long gone. It's ok to let me fail." I said annoyed. "look I just don't want you hurt I don't want you to break." Connor seemed so worried. but I was tired of being treated like a little kid I'm not young and innocent anymore. I'm mature can't he see that. "it's too late for that." I retorted and walked out if the room. I went to the lobby looking for something to calm me down. There has to be something. While I was down I saw this guy he looked cool, but sad. His hair was brown like his eyes, although I could see remains of dye in his hair.
He had on a tank top and pants. Black pants. It's like 80 degrees outside no one wore pants, unless they had something to hide. I looked down at my pants and sighed. I walked over to the stranger. But said nothing. "Are you Angel? Connors cousin." asked the stranger. "yeah? why?" I said confused. "I'm his friend sam. I just thought you looked like you needed someone to talk to." he said politely "yeah so do you. rough life?" I tried not to get into a deep meaningful conversation with a stranger "yup I'm guessing you too?" he said. "yeah" I replied and then came the silence. It wasn't awkward but peaceful.