I was afraid I had been hurt before. My mom was abused by my father who eventually abused me. My dad poisoned my brother against the family. He believed my dad. He thought he did us justice. If only he saw me now. The men in my life where awful. I honestly was scared that Jc would turn out bad too. Both my dad and my brother where fine. I thought I knew them. I didn't. I still don't. Jc is my best friend but I've been hurt. When I was young the ones I love left me or beat me. I was in pain I needed help. "...yes..." I finally said.
Jc smiled he smiled big I returned the smile and gave him a hug. Yeah he was my boyfriend and best friend but I NEVER want him to see me upset. I want to be happy I just don't know how.
Jc asked me out! I thought happy thoughts. But the same monster that cut my wrist made rethink my answer. "He's just asked you out to pity you" I thought to my self. "NO!" I said sternly not realizing I had spoken out loud. Jc looked confused but I just stood there until eventually I left shocked but feeling no pain.
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A "fine" life
FanfictionA Jc Caylen fan-fiction! CLEAN! Not completed yet. -------------------------------------- Jc and I had been best friends for a long time. I look back now cherishing those precious moments. I still love him too bad he forgot me. The following chap...