*****Angie's Dream*****
I'm startled when outbid no where I'm in a hue field like the one I was In a few weeks ago.
I close my eyes and suck In a huge breath, waiting for a repeat of the last time I was here.
When I open them I see nothing. I walk over to a near by river, crouching so I can away my hand back and forth in the water feeling the ripples slap my hand.
I quickly take my hand out of the water when I feel a hand placed on my shoulder softly.
I squeeze my eyes shut and slowly get up and turn around.
"Angie." I Hear my fathers voice say calmly. "You're so beautiful sweetie." My dad's voice cracks as he pulls me into a hug.
"I love you." I sob into his shoulder. "Please, don't go. I need you dad. I don't want to live any more I want to go up with you, please dad, take me with you."
"Angie...Im sorry buy i cant do that. I love you. Stay strong, and lively your life at the fulest. Dont think of me, it will bring you down and dont want that. But what i want you to know is, i will never stop thinking and loving you baby girl." And with that he was gone.
Im left with the whispers of the wind, and they sway of the long grass. I close my eyes and fall to my knees, i let the tears fall, they flow faster and faster until im no longer in the field.
"Angie damnit! Wake up!" I hear a familiar voice yell in panic. I open my eyes to see Mason stradeling me. Da fuck?
"Get off me," I muttered. "This is so fucking cliche."
He ignored me, instead he moved my hair of my face, i bring my hand up to feel the side of my head soaked my sweat. I can feel the dry tears on my cheeks. God i hate that feeling. "Whats wrong Angie? What did you dream, love?"
"Dad." I said feeling the tears prickle in my eyes, threatening to spill. He sighs, he gets off me and helps me stand up. Jessica stands in the corner, very pale.
"J-jessica, whats wrong?" I ask nervously. I look around to notice i am still in Jessica's room, then what is Mason doing here?
"She's fine. She just didnt know what was wrong with you."
"What? What do you what did i do?"
"You were having like a panic attack in your sleep. You were uncontrolably balling." He steps closer to me wrapping his arms around my waist, resting his chin on my shoulder. "Do you want to come home with me Angie. I can tell you need to talk to someone, and it might as well be your boyfriend."
I nod my head in agreement i wanted to talk about this to somone, it might even not happen again. Or maybe it will happen again no matter what. I mean how can i dream something like that. With his voice and words and everything i dont think my mind is that creative.
I pul away from Mason and walk over to Jessica. I wrap my arms around her, she gently puts an arm on my back. "Im fine Jess. Did you call Mason?" She nodded her head.
"Sorry if thats something you didnt want me to do, boyfriend or not, but i didnt know what to do, i was scarred, sorry." She said tears threatening to spill over her cheeks.
"No, no, no. Im glad you called Mason, thanks, i dont know what would have happen if i didnt get woken up." I mean seriously i had just addmitted to myself in a drream about how i wanted to kill myself to be with my dad, all my worries would dissapear...
Mason shakes my shoulder, "What are you thinking?"
"Nothing." I reply too fast. i could tell by Mason's face he didnt believe me, but im not going to tell him im thinking about suicide. Definitly not. I would have to figure it out if i should or not on my own, well just have to see.
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+Mason's Pov+
Angie has been acting way to strange, its not her to stare at a television screen, unmovingly for and hour and a half.
Since she's in deep thought i figure i shouldnt desturb her, she needs her time to relax, and think. What ever the fuck that means. Even though i believe she needs some space, i dont believe somethings not wrong.
I am determined to find out what it is, even if i have to go through some crap to figure it out.
I scoot closer to her and place my arm across her torso, hugging her closer to me. She snaps out of her gaze, and looks at me turning her body to face me. She runs her fingers through my hair, and soon enough im out.
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Im woken up when a breeze drifts from my window, i shiver and notice something is missing. I peek my open to see that Angie is no longer laying next to me. I immediatly open the other one and sit up. Shes not in here, what the fuck. "Babe?" I say loud enough so she can hear if shes in the bathroom.
I get no answer, all i hear is the soft sound of the wind blowing through the curtains. I get up and decide to look in her room before deciding to panic.
I creep open her door. "Babe?" I still get nothing but pure silence, they boys arent here and neither is my dad for some reason, i plan on calling later to see whats up.
I walk into her room and slowly open the bathroom door.
I stumble back in terror, feeling the air get knocked out of my lungs at what i see. Tears start flowing over my cheeks as Angie lies on the floor, blood all over, knife in hand, i run up to her and see wear she cut herself, her wrist. I look at her face to see her paler than usual, her eyes flicker to the knife in her hand. And back to me.
"Im sorry. I had to."
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Holy... What a fucking plot twist isnt it? Raise of hands who thought that was going to happen, not very many of you i bet...
So this chapter is longer than the recent ones, yay!
So i dont really have, much to say for this chapter so...
See you nxt update, excuse all my grammar mistakes and misspellings. Follow me on Insta- Itz_kelsey12... and see ya nxt time... which would prob be um very soon.
-Kelsey
