VIXEN

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Lorenzo.

I watched as she sat down in the booth, pulling out that same novel she reads everyday. "Lorenzo go take that girls order." My manager told me. I didn't want to, but I didn't want to get fired either.

I swiftly walked to the booth, pulling out my pen and pad. "Hi, my name is Lorenzo, can I take your order?" I spoke deeply and politely.

She pulled her eyes away frond her novel, looking into my sad eyes. I wanted to look away, but her beautiful green eyes kept me there.

"A frappuccino would be fine." She smiled back. "Be right back." I said walking away. My hands began to get sweaty. I quickly made the frappuccino and started to walk back. My hands started to tremble, and I was getting pissed off because I was getting so nervous.

I tripped over my own two feet, and slipped the coffee on her. "Oh my fucking God!" She screamed. I immediately felt embarrassed and walked away. I didn't know what to do. I had my co-worker Josh make another and take it to her, because after what just happened, I couldn't fucking do it.

I watched her clean up and leave with her coffee. I wanted to go home, and bury myself in my own blood for being so fucking stupid, but my shift didn't end for another two fucking hours.

I walked through my apartment door, slamming it behind me. I threw my keys at the wall and screamed out loud. I can't believed I embarrassed myself in front of my vixen. I went to my bedroom and locked the door. I rummaged through my drawers, looking for my razor.

I couldn't find it. The more I looked, the angrier I got. I went to my bathroom, remembering I left in the bath tune from yesterday. I put my back against the and slid down till my ass hit the floor. I put the razor to my arm, and cut long and hard.

I took a shower and went to bed. I just hope everything will be better tomorrow.

Just a preview. Happy birthday EJ.