VIXEN

14.

Lorraine.

"Lorenzo, I'm so sorry..." I mumbled as I sat in the cold dark. "Get up, bitch." Justin yelled at me.

Justin was the guy I was dating before I had met Lorenzo, he was also a drug lord, one of the reasons why I wanted to get away from him. He became one of the most popular drug lord in the city, and he let all of the money get to his head.

He became abusive, and would hit me every now and then. He was always about money, and didn't give a damn about me. I tried to leave several times, but ie would never let me go. He would always tell me he would get better and stop hitting me, and love me like he used to. They were all lies, and I fell for them everytime.

That was until me and Lorenzo had finally met. I have always had a crush on him, even before we met, but I was to much of a coward to talk to him.

When I left two days ago, it was to protect him and my family. Justin never knew I was staying with Lorenzo, and when he realized I was gone, he threatened me that if I didn't come back, he would kill my family and whoever I was staying with.

But I knew he was lying, he didn't give a fuck about me, my family, or Lorenzo.

I didn't think that Justin ever loved me. I felt like some thing he would just mess around with when he felt like it. I felt useless to him. When I'm with Lorenzo, I feel like I could trust him, and he doesn't just use me for sex. I love sex, but only when it's real. I hate just feeling like some nut bucket.

I slowly got off of the cold wooden floor, shivering in the process. He had stripped me from my clothes, leaving me in my bra and panties. I could smell the weed and alcohol from across the room, telling me he was drunk and high.

He started to pace around the room, mumbling things to himself. He came up to me and slapped me. "You think you can just leave me, don't you?"

I didn't answer, I didn't want to answer. "Answer me!" He yelled causing me to jump. He punched me, busting my lip. He pushed me on the cold floor ripping my panties off. He pulled down his hands, and shoved himself himself inside of me.

I could feel the blood rushing out of me, getting me light headed. I had blacked out, causing me not to remember anything. I had felt a pain between my legs, that were covered in blood. I heard the door bust open, making me jumpband whimper in pain.

"Get up and go take a shower, you stink." He ordered. I slowly rise off of the floor and slowly walked past him, feeling his eyes burn a hole in the back of my head. I quickly walked into the bathroom, locking the door behind me.

I didn't rush to shower and bathe, it was my only escape to get out of that cold room. I was thinking about Lorenzo the entire time, and hopefully he was thinking about me too. I missed him so much, and I was afraid that he would never forgive me because I had left him when I knew he had no one.

I would never forgive myself for leaving for him, either. But I would do anything to protect my loved ones. "Hurry the fuck up!" I heard Justin yell. I turned the shower off, and got out. I dried off and put on the clothes he had for. He pushed me back into the room I was before and locked the door.

I curled up in the corner and cried, and no matter ho hard I tried to go to sleep, I couldn't. Everytime I shut my eyes, my mind fluttered to Lorenzo.

(I didn't edit this, so excuse all mistakes.)