A Thousand Mistakes

Chapter Ten

Emily's POV

I'm so depressed. Everything is getting on my nerves. I can't even think straight. I'm failing all my classes when I used to have straight A's. All because of him. I fucked up my life all because of him. If I never would have let him in then my life would've been back to normal. But now its not and it'll never be.

I haven't eaten in days. I've stayed in bed on the weekends and kept my head down during school days. Zayn asked to moved his seat in pe. I didn't blame him. He was stupid as fuck and I wanted him deleted from my life but he was still in my thoughts everyday. Before we broke up we began to have the same friends. Ha maybe thats how he cheated on me with that slut. Anyways since we had the same friends I didn't really have anyone to hang out with since I didn't want to be there while he was all over Anabell. Huh what a sick freak. Both of them. I can't even look at Anabell anymore. She despises me. Makes me sick. How could she do something like this to me? I thought she was my best friend, but I guess you have to keep your friends close and your enemies closer.

She tried to talk to me but I wouldn't let her. I didn't need an explanation. What's done is done. They could have each other and I'll be forever alone like always. Sure I got hit on all the time but I wasn't going to become a slut like Anabell. There's no way in hell I'll be able to do that. I'm so pissed off at both of them I just don't give a fuck anymore. About anything.

Zayn's POV

I miss her. God I miss her. She was all I ever thought about anymore. Anabell and I were a one time thing and I was to drunk to remember any of it. The only part I remember was waking up next to her and both of our clothes were off. Plus I had a major hangover. I'm so stupid. And now Emily won't give me the time of day. I had to change seats in pe. I couldn't stand to look at her suffer because of my stupid ass. Plus I bet she didn't want me to sit next to her anyways. She looked pissed off and hurt when she seen me the next day.

Anabell's POV

I'm the worst best friend ever. Emily hates my guts and won't let me explain what the hell happened. Ugh sometimes she was so stubborn and now she was just being childish. She probably picked up cutting again. I was the only one who knew about it. Not even her own mom realized what she was doing. I wish none of this shit happened. I wish she would've just left the new boy alone but no she got distracted by him, and sadly I did to. I never meant to sleep with him but he made the first move so I thought they broke up. The sex was great though. Would've been better if I were drunk so I couldn't remember anything. But damn he was perfect. I don't care anymore and neither he or she. It was a one night stand. I wouldn't be freaked out if my boyfriend did that to me. Yet again he wouldn't be going and getting drunk by himself. He would be by my side at all times. Call me protective but what's mine is mine.