infatuated | fillie

thirteen

the future that we hold
is so unclear
but im not alive until you call
and ill bet the odds
against it all
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"What does she expect me to do? I'm fucking hung over I'm obviously gonna forget little things aren't I?" Finn groaned, laying face down on his bed.

Her pillow smelled like her fruity shampoo.

nows not the time.

"Dude, just apologise." Caleb rolled his eyes, standing in the doorway of Finn's bedroom. He still thought they were going to the Mall with the girls.

"I'm not apologising, I've done nothing wrong."

"That isn't the point. You wanna sort things out, right?" Caleb said, tilting his head like a little puppy.

"I guess." Finn replied, sitting up and pulling on his hair a little in frustration.

"Then keep the peace, just apologise, man. Hey, she might think that she's in the wrong and apologise back. Now, get your ass up we're going to the mall."

"And you think that's a good idea because...?" Finn stated, cocking an eyebrow.

"Maybe we would run into them and it'll give you two a chance to sort things out?"

Caleb did have a point, Finn didn't want to be arguing with her forever, especially when they're just about to start things up again.

At the end of the day, if he ever lost Millie he'd go out of his fucking mind. His heart ached just thinking about it and his whole body shuddered thinking about the worst case scenarios.

Finn sighed, sitting up and grabbing his keys.

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"Hey, Sade." Millie said from the drivers seat. Sadie's hair was effortlessly perfect as it was combed back into a high pony. Her features were perfectly detailed and her freckles were spread like wildfire over her cheeks. The sun making them more prominent.

"Hm?" She hummed back, keeping her eyes closed as she made the most out of the sun that was beaming down and hitting her face in the most perfect way possible.

"Wanna go on holiday?"

Sadie's face lit up with a smile, eyes now shot open as she sat up in her seat a little.

"Uh, of course! Where you thinking?"

"The Bermuda Triange." Millie smirked. "I'm thinking about going there and just fucking disappearing."

Sadie snorted with laughter, choking on her own spit in the process which made Millie laugh even more.

"God, I'm so in."

"You are?" Millie said softly, placing her hand on her heart. "You'd disappear with me? That's commitment."

"I mean, as long as we have Netflix there I'm all sorted."

After a while, Millie's laughter suddenly dulled as her mood became solemn and depressive. It was like she was instantly pulled back into reality and she fucking hated it.