Mafia Boss 1: Saved By Him

10: Yeovil

"They died because of me... I watched them die. Wala... w-wala akong nagawa. They were killed... right in...front of me. I-I saw it with my own two eyes and it's my fault. It's my fault. I didn't help them. I-I just watch them die."

Those words keep on repeating inside my head. Naramdaman ko ang sakit na nararamdaman niya while saying those words.

Hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan ang umagang iyon. It was like a bad dream but it doesn't. It happened in front of me. It felt horrible every time it flashes back.

I never really felt scared in my entire life because I was the one they scare of. But that damn morning, seeing her holding my gun and aimed it on her head, hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari sa akin bigla. It was like, if she pulled the trigger it's also the end of my life. I couldn't breathe. Parang bumalik 'yung araw na nay tumawag sa amin at binalitang wala na ang kapatid ko. That's totally how I felt, if she really shot herself.

I can't lose her. I don't know, but I just can't because my family treats her like she's one of us and it will bring a big impact in our family if something bad happens to her, lalo na at ang ama niya ay naging mabuti pala sa mga magulang ko.

She damn scared the hell out of me and woke up these feelings that I have been shutted down for years!

Hindi ko man alam or nalaman ang rason kung bakit niya ginawa iyon, hindi ko man kilala kung sino ang tinutukoy niya but I still wanna know all about it. When she's ready. Katulad nga ng ipinangako ko kay Savv, I'll help her.

I'll help her.

Simula nang dumating siya at nalaman ko ang kaunting detalye tungkol sakanya, it's like I was born to know her more, so that I can help her because I don't wanna see her again committing suicide. Mapag-uusapan naman ang lahat.

Yeah, great Yeovil, you weren't supposed to think like that but look at you. Damn! You changed a bit, congrats! You're a fucking merciless man but what the fuck is going on with you?!

This is not so me. But the hell I care!

Hindi na siya mawala sa isip ko. If only I can take away her bad memories or her pain she's feeling, then I would. She's been through a lot. Kaya niya nagagawa ang mga bagay na iyon. She said she was tired, she doesn't deserve to live but fuck those! I want her seeing alive! I want her to live!

"Tsk tsk tsk. Parang kailangan din ata ni boss na i-admit sa hospital. Malala na siya pre!" Duval.

"He's spacing out again. What's new?" Charles.

"Lagi na siyang ganyan pagkatapos nang nangyari kay Watson. Lakas tama." Joe.

"Na-shock siguro? Pero hindi naman siya ganyan dati. Marami na siyang nakitang ganyan, yung iba pa nga ay siya na ang babaril dito dahil ayaw niya ng maraming arte." Roche.

"Pero, iba 'to eh. Hindi kalaban si Watson, at naging kasama pa ang tatay niya sa orgnisasyong ito. She's a family, kahit sabihin pa nating matagal ng iniwan ni Mr. Jin Watson ang ginagawa niya dati." Joe.

"O baka naman tinamaan na tong si boss?" Duval.

"Sige, pag narinig ka niyan humanda ka na." Charles.