Head vs Heart

This isn't the ending , it's just the beginning.

William’s POV

The sun began raising while I was still awake memorising her beautiful body , all the curves, spots, dimples  of her body . I can’t believe I ever doubted her. I’m such an idiot . For the past few days I’ve been living like a beggar, drinking without limits ,trying everything to forget about her just for a moment but I just simply found it IMPOSSIBLE.

When I couldn’t keep away from her anymore and I couldn’t figure with how and when she got pregnant , I went to the witch.

*Flashback*

I run through the wood like a lunatic , I could feel the heat of my paws pushing against the forest floor. I knew where I was going . I had to make sure.

When I arrived at my destination I shifted back and put my dirty clothes back on. This is it , I thought to myself . I slowly started to make my way towards the small cottage , it was cosy and welcoming . Even though it was quiet old , it was well built.

I was about to knock against the dark, hard wooden door when , I started to doubt myself again: What if the kid isn’t mine? What I do then? What about if the kid is mine ? Will she forgive me ? Am I strong enough to face the truth?

I shook my head trying to shake the doubt inside me . I knocked on the door , impatiently and nervously waiting for it to open . My palms started to sweat and my foot was shaking furiously .

Damn women ! Open the door! My wolf screamed . After few seconds the door flew open revealing the same old women I saw no more than a 2 weeks ago . She hasn’t changed a bit .

“William , what are you doing here boy ?” She asked holding her black cat in her arms.

“I – I need some answers” I said seriously.

“Come in the, make yourself at home I am just going to make tea.” She said . She has this nice obsession with tea , and I kind of liked it because it always calmed me down. I entered the little house , everything seemed clean and place , no-one who ever came here would of thought she was a witch, she had a good way of hiding it.

I sat on her cushy sofa next to the fire place who was lit up. I put my hands on my knees still awfully stressed at the situation. I took a big breath in and told myself to calm down few times but nothing seemed to work , only made me more anxious.

She came into the living room after few minutes with a tray where there was two cups of tea and cupcakes. She put it down on the table of front of me , and sat straight ahead of me examining me.

She took a sip of her tea and put it down. She gave me a look for me to start .

I took my head in my hands exhaustedly. When my gaze went back to her , she looked worried.

“William what is it?” She asked.

“Bella is pregnant.” I said emotionlessly.  Looking at her searching for a shocked reaction while she smiled at me and replied “ That is great isn’t it?”

That took me completely of guard , I raised my voice more shocked then her  “ What do you mean ‘great’ ? The kid isn’t mine.” I looked down in embarrassment.  What type of person lets their own soul mate leave and  get pregnant with someone else. Oh god … this is even worse.

“That kid has to be yours. What do you mean it isn’t yours? “ She asked with confusion across her face.

“ Remember our deal ?” This has to be a joke , if she doesn’t remember our deal I will totally flip !

“Yes… ohh that deal, William I didn’t take anything from you. I had a client few months ago who wanted a baby and when you came , you where what they need . Fertility . So I thought I could just take it from you and give it to them however things changed, the lady got pregnant . So I let you keep it.” She explained. Now I looked at her completed astounded.