Head vs Heart

What was that about ?

Bella's POV

A week it has been a week already . Everything has been going amazing . Blake and William have bonded so much that I don't get ever to do anything with him. Yesterday William took him fishing with Tom and my father Daniel while I spent time with the girls. 

I noticed William's mother giving a careful but weird look like she knew something I didn't . Whatever we did she would always say 'be careful' or something similar to it.  Today me and the girls from the pack are spending time outside in the sun next to the lake. If you are wondering if that's the lake that me and William did it? Yes it was. That place will always be in my heart . That place was when everything that fell apart once  came back nicely together. 

We were getting ready when we gathered everyone together in the kitchen . I was about to start to speak when I felt extremely nauseate , I run to the nearest toilet and puked my whole gut. When I was done. I stood up to see all the women asking and taking care of me. They lay me down on the couch when , suddenly a young girl maybe younger then me told me "You smell a bit different" .

I frown at what she was saying , what could that mean anyway ? 

"Of course she smells, different , she is pregnant" William's mother said.

"WHAT?! HOW? "I asked shocked. 

"It's a girl " She said smiling at me . I sat up on the couch still shocked at what she told me and then I realised that she was actually right, my period was late!

"H-How did you know?" I asked her.

"Well , that's what I call the my 6th sense plus that you are the Luna of the pack now , in no matter time everyone one would know because of your smell, it's much radiant and stronger. " She state. 

"We should tell William ! He will be ecstatic! "Lily said . Clapping her hands together when the devil himself came into the room. 

"Tell me what ." He asked looking at me surrounded by all the pack women suspiciously . Before I could even say a word  Liana bluttered everything out " Bell is PREGNANT !" 

All the girls screamed in excitement while I was still in shock at what was happening . 

Then all the girls stopped when William shouted "WHAT ?!!" He used his Alpha voice , and he rarely used that even within the pack. 

"I am preganat ." I said standing up walking towards him slowly . Not liking his expression and reaction at all. He should be happy , I thought he wanted a family and it's not my fault his sperm is so fucking strong !

"YOU CAN'T BE !" He screamed at me . Looking into my eyes in disbelief. Was he actually happy about this? Because what I am feeling from him is anger and a lot of anger..

"What do you mean I can't be?" I demand crossing my arms over my chest.

"Who's the father?! " He asked furiously barely holding his temper. This was so stupid what the hell ? 

"What do you mean who's the father ?! YOU ARE ! WHO DO YOU TAKE ME FOR?!" I shouted at him walking closer and poking his chest when he stepped back like my touch was filth hurting my wolf badly. 

I could feel tears coming down because of the hurt. He shook his head , and looked at me in disbelieve , then running out . 

I sat down crying , not knowing what else to do? 

He didn't want the baby ? Did he? Why was he so angry ?  Million questions raced through my mind and not even one good answer. And I need them  because at the pace I am going nothing is getting better. Everyone is trying to comfort me , bringing tea, cookies, ice-cream, films... but nothing could replace what I was feeling now , I thought I was hurt before but evidently I didn't know what it meant clearly because what I was feeling now was beyond words. Everything was tearing me apart . No matter what I do , I can't seem to stop crying and what's worse my wolf is like emotionally dying . I tried contacting William with my mind but he only blocks me all the time. After a while I gave up and fell asleep in my best friend's arms.

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