Head vs Heart

All I ever wanted.

William POV

I went to my room happily. Bella starting to open up to me finally . Life is getting better, my wolf has been very happy .I loved the way she blushed. I love the way she smiled. I love the way she ... I love her !

 I saw Blake watch his favorite movie the third time Toy story . I smiled, after this is all over ; the ceremony and all , I will finally spend some quality time with my son. Yep , right my son.

I got dressed and went to my office to organised everything for tonight , the pack bonding ceremony. I started to work when suddenly there was a knock on my door.

"Come in." I said. A young female with flawless black hair, dark scarlet lips and hypnotising blue eyes came in. Wearing only a red silky robe. She was attractive but Bella she was beautiful , she was 'The one' . My wolf didn't like that women or should I rather say girl at all.

She stood of from of my desk and smiled cheekily, reveling her dimples.

I cleared my throat ."Who are you and how can I help you?" I asked.

"I am Cheryl , sweet-heart and I am here to help you" She purred and started to make her way towards me around the desk.

"Really ? " I asked and I swallowed my saliva , something was telling this was a bad idea and I should get rid of her as soon as possible.

"Yes....." She purred , trying to sound sexy but it only made me irritated. She undid her robe and thrown it on the floor. Only leaving her wearing black lacy lingerie. I scanned her body , ending up comparing it to Bella's . Bella she was curvy and beautiful her skin was smoothly flawless, while Cheryl's is very pale and she looked like a starved child. I took a good notice of the push up bra because her breast look abnormally large to her compare to her body size.

She slipped on my lap .  I froze. My wolf was screaming at me to get rid of her as soon as possible.

She started undo my shirt while I sat there frozen, unable to move a muscle or even speak. When she was done she started to kiss my neck slowly moving her long black nails down my chest. 

*KNOCK, KNOCK* 

My heart skipped a bit . Who is that ? What will they see? Before I could realise what was happening I saw Bella enter. She had wore the most beautiful smile ever, it made my stomach twist . When she looked up her eyes shone with happiness and hope until she saw me and the whole scene. Everything came crashing down in slow motion. Her delightful sweet smile turned upside down into a shocked disgusted frown . Her eyes who showed so much pain; betrayal and horror. 

Her eyes began to water. Slowly a tear started to form and run down her smooth puffy slightly pink cheek. Her hand on the hand started to shake . She looked at Cheryl and then at me . She shocked her head and  looked down. Disappointment started to take over. My wolf was angry at me . 

She hid her face with her hair when she looked down. Cheryl who still sat on my lap started to laugh. Her laugh was horrific. It was worse then scraching your nails against a chalk board.

" What a scene! This totally made my day ! Ohh.. darling don't cry .. we can always share! " Cheryl stated then going on laughing by herself. 

I met my gaze with Bella's to be met with only pure hatred . There wasn't any light in her eyes . They were dead, they in deep darkness. My heart clenched tightly. 

"Cheryl. GET OUT!" I used my Alpha voice . I was beyond angry . Not at Bella but me and only me. Cheryl jumped up, and picked up her robe quickly about to leave when . Bella still staring at me didn't move out of the way to let Cheryl pass through the doorway.

"She stays. " Bella said coldly. My wolf whimpered. My heart skipped a beat . I was stressing out I never heard anyone speak so heartlessly. The life was still sucked out of her . Her eyes where just plain. 

Cheryl stepped back cautiously. 

"William. Don't. Don't ever speak or dare look at me ever again. I came here to tell you that I decided to stay.. But unfortunately you proved me wrong , I can't stay here. I thought you are different. I thought we had something , that we actually felt something for each other . BUT no. I feel nothing. Nothing at all. This terrifies me. I don't know what to do. I would definitely want to kill that whore there but I can't because I feel nothing. I would love to slap you and shout at you but I feel nothing. She left me. Whatever we had it's all gone. She is gone! WILLIAM! SHE IS GONE! " Bella spoke trying to portray all her emotion but you could see there was something wrong, there was no spark in her anymore. Her aura was gone.

Ever word she spoke teared me apart slowly like someone was ripping my skin off . My wolf was crying . I never felt my wolf so hurt even when she left. Tears started to flowing down my cheeks . My breathe was caught up in my throat to pronounce any words. I stare at Bella , trying to figure out.

"She is gone. She is gone forever. William. I am.......... h-human." Bella said looking into my soul ,searching for something. Ripping everything inside me. She was desperate to find something. I thought I will faint when she said 'human'. You can't just turn human forever like that , your wolf has to .... leave you. 

My world stopped. I couldn't breathe. My mind went blank and my wolf weeped in tears.  

"It can't" I said slowly looking into Bella's eye , with hope to see the life and light back in her eyes.

She looked down and  shook her head and left the room.

Bella's POV 

I wish I never entered the room. It broke me. My wolf left , I guess I got what I always wanted but now when I came in terms and accepted myself. She left. Just simply disappeared. Like nothing ever happen.

I can't feel nothing . The connection between me and William is gone. I am free of it. I can't be happy or sad. I can't decide. I walk down the stair painfully. The wound started to heal a lot slower.  I didn't dare to look at anyone in the rooms. I needed fresh air . 

I stepped outside the rain started to pour down like there is no tomorrow. I walked and walked , then I finally stopped . My body was getting col because I was soaking wet how cliche should the guy run after me and kiss me in the rain?

 I haven't realised I was crying , but for what ? for who? why? 

The main question is what am I going to do now?

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