I've done it before,
Yes I've made myself vomit in the past.
By the past, I mean last year, a little bit before we started school.
I remember the exact reason.
We were going to have a pool party...
For Laurie.
And my "ex", Tony was going to be there.
I told myself that since Tony would be there, and that he liked her...
He would probably think that I look fat...
And of course be all over Laurie.
Because most people seem to be all over her.
That's why I did it before,
My friends forced me to eat and I eventually got better.
Brooke: Want to go to the movies?
Anne: Sure.
Broke: Kk I'll invite Laurie!
Great...Of course Laurie.
Anne: Ok!
Before going to the movies I made sure to look good, of course because I don't want anyone to judge me.
And, a part of me wants to look better than Laurie.
Which is impossible no matter what I wear.
I had nothing that could make me gorgeous.
Laurie looked better, I'm used to it.
The movie was fine, the day wasn't that bad.
I guess you could say that I actually felt okay.
Which, is a wonderful feeling.
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Teen Fiction"Are you ok?" "What's wrong?" "Are you sad?" "Everything will be okay". Honestly, I'm not okay, what's wrong? Everything! And why am I sad? Because I can't handle anything anymore and NOTHING will be okay. I don't know why I always need to lie to ev...
