What's Wrong With Us? {Cashby}

42| Tell Me

Never in my life did I dream this story would reach 42 chapters.

Also if anyone's wondering where I've been lately and such you can go check out my latest update on Impossible Body Type and it'll give you a little insight.

Anyway let me tell you guys I've had such a hard time trying to write this story. I know exactly how I want it to end but for some reason every time I write a chapter it just doesn't turn out how I want it to. I got on a little kick and that's why you guys get two updates today, plus I feel you guys kinda deserve it for sticking around this long lol, but they aren't the best chapters I've written but I think they're as good as they're gonna get. Maybe I'll edit it in the future but anyway I hope you guys enjoy and thank you so much for reading/commenting/voting it means the world to me ya little lovelies💕

Austin's POV

"Baby we have to tell someone." I said and Alan shot straight up, shaking his head.
"No."
"Ala-"
"Austin no. No one would believe me anyway. I can't tell anyone. Imagine...imagine how they would look at me." He told me as he gripped his hair between his fingers.
"Baby, please listen to me." I said and gently pried his fingers from his hair.
"You need to tell someone. There's no way we can let her get away with what she did. Alan she hurt you. She done something no one should do to anyone and she deserves everything she gets." I pulled him to my chest as he started to cry again. "You have to tell Alan. If you don't, I will." I told him seriously. There was no way Megan was going to get off the hook this time. "You can say or do whatever but I'm not letting her get away with hurting you like she did. She's a fucking disgrace of a human being." I could feel myself getting angrier by the second but I knew I had to calm down for Alan's sake.

"Aus I just don't think I could tell anyone." He whispered quietly. "I can't even tell you exactly what happened because I'm so ashamed and every time I try to talk about it i-i just want to cry."
"Baby I know it's tearing you apart," I told him and took his hands in mine. "But it'll help if you tell someone. If she's still out there you'll live in fear of it happening, you need some piece of mind sweetie." I kissed his forehead and he sighed.
"I know you're right, it's just hard." He said and squeezed my hands. "It makes it even worse that I can't fully remember it all."

"Do you wanna tell me what you do remember?" I hated hearing about it but I knew it would make Alan feel better and maybe I could get through it without breaking something. I just wanted him to feel better.
"She...she brought me a drink and next thing I knew everything was fuzzy. I remember going in a room and I thought it was you kissing me. But then I got confused because your hair wasn't that long and then everything went black." His hand let go of mine and he wrapped them around his torso, hugging himself tightly. "This is the worst part. Do I have to finish?" He asked quietly
"Baby it's up to you." I told him.  He took a few deep breaths and stared at the wall, fixating his gaze on something I couldn't see.

"I woke up without any clothes on and found Megan beside of me naked. I was so confused and as I rushed to get dressed she started saying we had...had sex. I told her no, I was gay, there was no way, but the evidence was on her thighs." He started to cry. "It was disgusting. I was disgusted. There was no way I would ever consider sleeping with her. I'm gay and I'm so in love with you Austin. I would never do that. I was in shock, but then I started putting the pieces together that she drugged me. She knew I was right but she said no one would believe me. Guys are never raped so why would anyone believe me now? It wasn't possible for a girl to rape a guy." He looked up at me with red eyes. "Austin I don't know what to do. I can't remember what we did but I have all the marks on me. Her lips and hands were on me, I know that but I can't remember and it's killing me. I want to rip my skin off and throw it away. I want every memory of her erased because just the thought of her makes me sick. Makes me feel disgusting. How? Why would I go along with something like that? I wasn't...there's no way I would have sober right?" He was starting to panic. "There's no way Austin I promise. I don't like girls. I like guys. I like you. Please don't leave me. I know looking at me is hard right now, I can't even look at myself, but please done leave me."

He started crying again and I was quick to pull him into my arms. "Alan I'm never going to leave you. I love you too much to do that." I felt my heart jump as I told him that. It felt so right coming out of my mouth. I loved this boy more than anyone and I never wanted him to be hurt. That's why I was going to be sure that Megan got what she deserved.