If My Love Is Suicide (Nalu)

Chapter 33

Sorry it's a day late. d; Anyways... it seemed everyone knew who it was so.... oh well. Alright I'll do a question of the day. Have you guys seen the new Avengers movie? Who are your top five favorite characters in it. You don't have to rate it, I sure am not.

Iron Man, Spider-Man, Thor, Doctor Strange, and Starlord.

I get that people are giving Starlord a lot of crap but I forgive him. Okay, on with the story. After I mention a few people. I'll mention more next chappie/

@LittleGayFangirl

PaolaSenger

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More next time

Lucy's P.O.V.

It wasn't the most surprising person to hear in this environment, but that doesn't mean that it wasn't at all surprising.

"You really are quite expensive Lucy. My daddy was against buying you because of that. I mean who would believe that you're actually a 'Heartfillia'. All those things you kept from my poor Natsu."

"I-It's not like that." I argued, already completely forgetting Cana's recent warnings.

"No, it is! It is Lucy! You are despicable! My Natsu can't tell the difference because he is just so kind. I was even nice to you."

"Nice?" I repeated, my tone a little hostile.

"Yes, Lucy, nice! Not that you really know what that's like since it's all about you. I just told you that Daddy was against getting you because you're so expensive and it could bring suspicion on this operation but it doesn't mean that he wouldn't buy you as one of my many presents. But no! I decided to take the high road!"

"So you decided to go with s-social destruction? Making me out to be a murderer?"

"Better than this-" Lissana motioned to her surroundings, "isn't it?!? I mean after all I've done for you! You made him hate me! I was trying to be nice here!"

"No one would find that nice, Lissana."

"Shut up you bitch!"

"Does Mira know about this?"

"So what if she does? You think she actually liked you? You're pathetic."

"So she doesn't know."

"Whatever. I have rules for you to follow."

"What about you're mom? Does she know? Does she know about any of this?"

"Listen to me when I'm talking!"

"How disappointed your mother would be."

"My mother wouldn't be disappointed! Like you know anything."

"Any normal mother, any good mother, would be disappointed in you. Can't you imagine her reaction when she finds out about your father? It'll be the same exact reaction when she finds out about you!"

"You don't get it Lucy! Mother is like Natsu! She hasn't seen the dark parts of the world, the people who plot against me! If she learned, if she really learned, she would understand. What I'm doing here is justice!"

"It's not justice Lissana, this is kidnapping and murder."

"Murder? I didn't mention anything of murder." Lissana turned to the other cages.

"Did anyone else talk about this?!? told you I wanted to freak her out! She deserves it!" Lissana pounded on the bars of the 'cages' screaming.

Then she giggled and turned back to me. Calmly she spoke, "Oh well. I bet you're still scared shitless actually knowing what's going on here."

Lissana turns back again, serious.

"But still incase anyone forgot" Lissana said in a bittersweet tone which quickly and unnaturally changed into an ear piercing scream, "Remember to follow my rules if you don't want to die!!!"

" And Lucy." Lissana turned once again. "Murder is still justified under a moral code. Murder is when the person doesn't deserve it. Otherwise, what is the death row?"

"That's the law. Those are all murders."

"And you're not a murder? Someone's death isn't on you?"

"I didn't kill anyone."

"You might as well have. You are evil, and I'm taking you away from the world. I'm a hero!"

"What you are is crazy."

"Hah! Here that girls!" Lissana said, her mood lighting once again. "The mute isn't just speaking here! She's speaking sass!" Lissana continued to laugh for some unknown reason.

"Natsu is going to be sad, and it will be your fault."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"Natsu will know I'm gone. He, like you said, is a nice guy so he'll blame it on himself even if it isn't his fault. Imagine what would happen if I never turn up, he'll have those feelings with him forever, or worse, I turn up dead. What will he think then?"

"How could Natsu feel sad over someone like you?!?"

"It's not about who I am. It's about who Natsu is. He would be upset if I disappeared, even if he thinks the worst of me. Even if I am the worst. Not to mention we left on a bad note. Natsu must feel really bad for what he said to me, even if it's true. Because that is just who Natsu is. Can't you see? None of this is for Natsu, it's for yourself. And in the process, your hurting him really badly."

Lissana was left speechless, so was I. I couldn't help but feel partially happy standing up to Lissana, and speaking without stuttering. I also felt as if I hit a nerve, and it could be a helpful one.

"I am doing this for Natsu! How could I know you left it on a bad note! How could I know that dad is a complete and utter idiot!?!"

"What?"

"It's not like we have no laws in how our system works. I mean there's a whole contract he has to sign. How could we get away with this without having some guidelines? Like for one, if the person is still in school, and can't disappear without anyone noticing, the parents are supposed to say that there moving or whatever. So then the person says goodbye to everyone, disappears, and no one worries. We have other plans for popular people, but you're not one of them. You don't even have a phone so who cares about staying in touch. You were one of the easiest targets in high school when you don't consider the cost! So it's not my fault if Natsu gets hurt. All my hard work has been for him! It's not just your dad's fault, it's your fault. Stop saying I don't care about Natsu! You know I do! You know it!!!!"

"W-wait. How long was my dad planning this?" Lissana laughed. I knew how that would give her satisfaction but I had to ask. "Oh poor Lucy~. You mean you don't know? Hah. Your dad has been planning this for months. Months! Ever wondered why he laid off the beatings? Why he gave you time to heal? He doesn't love you, sweetheart, he just couldn't damage the product." Lissana giggled again.