If My Love Is Suicide (Nalu)

Chapter 1

Lucy's P.O.V.
I struggled to get out of bed and ready for school. I was really dreading it. Yesterday when I went, I was greeted by Lissana and her gang, and when I say greeted I mean they beat me up in the girls bathroom. It's not like its as bad as my fathers beatings though.

After my mom died, my dad went out more. He would always come home drunk and beat me up. I deserve every single slap and kick I get though. I don't blame him for not seeing me as his child anymore, for I am a murderer. It's my fault that mom died. But that's not something I should worry about right now.

I tiptoed down the stairs trying not to wake him up. I passed by the fridge. The thought of food made my stomach growl, but if I ate anything I know that my dad would figure out and then I would get another beating.

I walked silently to the door closing it behind me. Today's gunna be along day, I thought sighing. I was wearing a faded dark blue hoodie with some jeans to hide my bruises and scars. I am also able to not get as much attention which I guess is a plus. For the bruises and scars on places like my face I use foundation to cover it up.

I plugged my earphones into my ipod, and started to lican to music. I got this ipod before my mothers death. My dad doesn't know about it and I don't want him to know eather. I don't know how he will react to me having it; I don't want it taken away from me, or another beating. I continued my walk to school. Once I got their I noticed Lissana talking to a group of kids, twirling her short white hair around her finger. She seemed to be all over this guy who I identified as the schools heart throb, Natsu Dragneel. He didn't seem to be enjoying it though. God that girl is so dense.

I rushed into the school building. I headed to my locker which luckly, was right by my first class. Pulling my earbuds out, I open my locker exchanging books from my crappy bag. As I shut my locker door and was about to head to class someone stopped me. Lissana. "Hey, Slut." She said snarling. "I'm talking to you bitch."  she sneered slapping me hard across the cheek. "YOU WHORE, YOU SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE ALREADY!" Lissana screamed kicking me in the gut. As I fell to my hands and knees tear threatened to fall out of my eyes. I knew she was right. I'm a waste of space. I should just go and die. I dared to look back up to her face. I was given a glare and a kick making me fall to the ground on my side. Lissana walked away with a smirk plastered on her face.

I herd a noise of people talking as they walked toward me. I tried tried to makeout the blurry figures ahead of me. Even though my eyesight was blurry from the beating I could see some pink strands coming from one of the guys hair. Oh no! That means Natsu! God I just wanted to get a break from getting beat up.

"Hey!" the pinkie yelled running towards where I lied on the ground. I closed my eyes preparing for a fist of pain, but instead I felt warm arms wrap around my waist and head, sitting me up.. "You ok?" Natsu (the pinkie) asked. Wait so he wasn't gunna beat me up? Well that just means another beating from Lissana later when she hears that her crush, Natsu helped me. I started sweating nervously, not only from the thought of another one of Lissana's beatings but because I have not talked to anyone in a long time. I decided to be mute so I didn't give my dad and Lissana plessure. I started to freak out. What do I do?