If My Love Is Suicide (Nalu)

Chapter 17

AUTHOR-CHAN HERE!!!! I really wanted to do a chapter about the friendship between Lucy and Erza so I am excited to show you this. Oh, question of the day right?

What is your favorite location you went on during a trip? Why?

(and or) What place do you want to go to? Why?

I have a few favorites d: My family is all about travel. I stayed in a castle in Ireland which was wonderful. We technically did two but the second one was more like a hotel that looked like a castle. The first one was a castle inside and out. They had butlers and tea time and stuff so it was fun.

The other favorite would be the orient express. Yes, the train. I loved that. There is no experience like it. I remember it was awhile ago but I dressed up in my great grandmas gloves and a dress two long and all white. I felt like a princess. They people working there smiled warmly when they saw me and treated me like a princess too. One of my favorite parts was actually falling asleep in the weird beds and during the night when you step in the hallway the wind blows so hard for me it was harder to move. It was amazing.

If I could go anywhere it would be Japan, and not because of anime at all. Sense I was little I always wanted to go to Tokyo because well it's Tokyo. I live really close to NYC so that city to me is now kind of boring. Tokyo seems really different and fun. Then my cousin went there for a year and brought back pictures so I got interested in going to the places he did like the mountains and stuff. I really need to say that I am not the type who assumes I know anything about Japanese culture or try to be a weeaboo or anything. I know that's offensive and I don't try and be like that.

Alright, well that is it. I can't wait to hear your answers!

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Lucy's P.O.V.

I slowly limped to the last seat next to Natsu. I stayed quite as everyone ate until Natsu broke the silence, "where's your lunch Luce?" I looked up at him a little nervously. "I-I already a-ate I-it."

They all stared at me. "Lu-chan when did you eat your Lunch? Cause I was with you sense Natsu dropped you off." I looked down at my hands and shrugged. All of them kept asking questions loudly, "Lucy why aren't you eating?"

"Lucy!"

"Lucy!"

"Lucy!"

They were all yelling at me and I couldn't stand it. I stood up apologizing, bangs covering my eyes as I left the lunch room and headed to the girls bathroom. I left them in shock. Slding down the end of the wall I curled into a ball and cried.

They probably hate me now. They just petty me but I'm not good enough. I know I shouldn't be crying over this when I told myself not to get to attached. It seems like I ddi. I'm an idiot. The door opened and there stood Erza.

She was a little taken aback by my tear stained face. On the other hand, forgot what was going on for a minute trying to figure out how Erza found me this quickly. As I refocused my attention to her it was the first time I saw the student council president's face soften.

Look at me believing in the rumors at the beginning that 'the queen of fairies is heartless.' I was disgusted with myself. She looked a little out of breath as if she was... running? Her actions made me want to smile until I remembered that she hates.

"I'm sorry." I chocked out as tears slid down my face. I didn't even stutter! Now is not the time to get excited.

Erza surprised me by running over to me and landing on her knees, pulling me into a hug. "Lucy! I was worried." She used such force to hug me that my head kind of hurt. She then pulled away, her ands on my shoulders, and looked at me. "Lucy why did you run away?" She asked.

"B-because you should all h-hate me now."

"Lucy we don't hate you. We all love you. You're are friend." She said giving me a smile. I couldn't help but admire her in this moment. This time I hugged her crying as she rubbed my back. Erza continued to comfort me.

Erza looked concerned but I just shook my head and smiled, "It's just that no-one has ever been so nice to m-me" Erza smiled again sitting up and reaching her hand out to me. I flinched invoulintourly before grabbing her hand. She then helped me up and said, "now let's fix you up."

I was confused until I realized that I have been crying. We washed my face off with water and chatted for a bit. She then opened her back that she dropped on the floor earlier.

I couldn't believe the amount of items she stored in there. She finally pulled out concealer to make my face look less red. Luckily it was a similar shade to mine so it worked pretty well.

I smiled. 'So you can be girly too, huh?' After we talked for awhile longer then exited the bathroom. It must have been a miracle that no one entered during that time.

It was already 7 minutes into class when we left. I remember leaving my bag at the nurse's office. I told Erza to head to class but she was persistent. I think she noticed I was kind of limping because she took my arm and wrapped it around my shoulder holding my waist. (BTW THIS IS A NALU FANFIC! ERZA IS A SISTER FIGURE :D JUST CLARIFYING)

We got my bag and headed. to class. Once outside the door I pulled my arm off Erza's shoulders making her look at me questionably. I opened the door and silently hobbled to my seat.

People looked wide eyed at Erza who was for once late, not to mention it was obviously not a councidence that two students who by now are around 12 minutes late came in at the exact same time. Shit. Now they could spread rumors about her.

I looked down at my table. I might want to be friends with them now but I can't, for their sake.