Everyone Breaks 2

37. Really No Big Deal

It's been slightly more peaceful since Pav hasn't been around. My prayers have finally been answered, well at least one prayer acquired a positive result. But I'm positively not complaining, since one is better then none.

A familiar voice shattered my tranquil afternoon of watching the cooking channel. "I miss my job & having a purpose to every day living" I randomly thought to myself. The voice that robbed me of my peace came from behind my resting head. It was Warren who decided to be my anti-hero all of a sudden. I was relaxing on his bed using his thigh as a pillow.

"Zo I'm sorry, but I made a mistake 2 days ago. I feel like I went behind my families back, when I let you call home. I have to tell Zac about it." Warren spoke out of the blue & left me thinking he was telling me another bad joke. I guess he had an unnecessary & unwelcomed guilty conscience.

It's been 2 days & one night, since my call home. I was thrilled that he came through for me & I was able to talk with my mom for the small amount of time I did. I even kept my word & didn't scream bloody murder on the phone.

My head shot up and I turned to look at him. "Uhh no. I'm sure you don't really need to feel that way. We can just act like it never happend, if that will put your mind at ease. Willem & Zac don't even know it happend. It was an innocent phonecall & no one got hurt."

"Zo. In our family we don't betray each other's trust when we know we've done wrong. I wanted to make you happy that night, but not at the cost of my inner self & loyalty."

Really. Has he been reading self-help books or something. He's the only guy in this house that has a moral compass that worked. The only issue now is the metaphorical magnet to guide it, is screwing up the right side from the wrong.

He's really pulling a random loyalty card on me right now. "ok how about you wait a week, then snitch on me & get me punished later" I replied

"It's not about snitching on you Zo. It's about me doing what I feel is right." He stood up quickly and folded his arms.

I stood up too & walked over to him. "You know they want a reason to punish me, & you want to just hand one over to them like that" I snapped my fingers.

"Babe don't worry. I won't let them hurt you ok. Zac probably won't care as much as you think he will."

He's really chosing his family over me. Here I am foolishly thinking that he cared about my well being & I had someone on my side in the house. He walked towards the door & walked out. I straightened my oversized badazz shirt & followed close after him.

Maybe im being overdramatic. Zac might not be mad at all, but then on the other hand, he might feel how my parents did when I would ask one, get a no then ask the other that said yes. "Ok fine, I'll come with you, just in case you forget to tell him something important, like how it's actually no big deal."

We made it to Willems bedroom door "How are you feeling guilty over a simple phone call." I said in frustration. I'm glad I didn't ask him to buy me some back up morning after pills, since the guys act like it's not important to remember, I was going to ask him today.

"Can't we just go to your room & make out" I said nervously joking.

"Are you trying to bribe me Zo" he said while pulling me closer & kissing me.

"Only if it's working" I said while looking into his morally corrupt blue eyes. "I have some things in mind we can do if you're up for it, Zo" he replied & kissed me on the head

"...after we talk to Zac." He added.

"Well hell. Buy then I'll probably be over the whole idea, Warren"