Our New Fate

Chapter 34: Come a little closer.

Song used in this chapter: "Fire Meet Gasoline" - Sia

(WARNING: R-RATED / MATURE CONTENT)

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"I got all I need

When you came after me"

The beating of his own heart and the sound of his breathing was all Nam Soon could hear inside that kitchen. As he looked into Heung Soo's eyes, he felt something warm building up inside him, burning and making his heartbeats increase after each second. The words got lost inside his throat, because no word would be enough to describe his feelings right now.

Throwing all thoughts out the window, Nam Soon grabbed the front of Heung Soo's shirt and pressed his lips against his. Those smooth lips made him lose his focus and the warmth inside him increased even more. It was only him and Heung Soo, the deep sound of his breathing and the sweet taste of his lips.

"We're a perfect match, perfect somehow

We were meant for one another

Come a little closer"

Nam Soon pulled away slowly as he opened his eyes again, facing the ones staring at him anticipating his answer... Or anything Nam Soon might have to say. But right now, nothing could be said. All those thoughts about how mad he should be, all the memories of everything he had been through because of Heung Soo... Those things didn't matter anymore. He didn't care. Even if took this long, he was willing to believe him now. He truly wished to believe him. Why would he even think about getting mad? To lose even more time... Nam Soon definitely didn't have any interest in doing so.

"Nam Soon-ah..." Heung Soo bit his lips and touched Nam Soon's cheek with his right hand, as he waited apprehensively for any other word from him.

Nam Soon touched Heung Soo's hands, feeling his skin burn at the place he was touching him, and stared at his eyes without diverting away.

"Are you sure about this?" Nam Soon risked asking him. And Heung Soo didn't have anything else to say. How sorry he felt, how he regretted being so thoughtless all this time... How could he even begin to explain? He was certain of his decision, right? He intended to do the right thing this time. But even so, it was hard to fade the anxiety that was building up inside him.

"I ache for love ache for us

Why don't you come

Don't you come a little closer"

Other than words, too show Nam Soon with gestures that he really meant it, perhaps this was not really the best way to do it. But maybe that was the only way at this point, since words were already lost inside his mouth. Because even breathing was a hard work to do when his heart insisted in beating so fast and his once warm hands were now cold and moist. That's why he just leaned forward, touching those lips in front of him a second time.

Saying Nam Soon was happy was an understatement - happy was not enough to describe the feeling of complete joyful inside his chest, of the sensation like a thousand butterflies were making a party inside his stomach.