Jessies POV
Its midnight when i wake up from a nightmare its was the 10 year anniversary of my mom and little brothers death last year around this time i had a really hard time last year Gibbs found me in the bathroom one day after school with the bottle of hydrocodone i had form a soccer injury, i was going to try to overdoes I had been depressed for a while last year. If dad hadn't come in i would have taken the pills and probably be dead.{flashback}
He flushed the pills, i could feel my knees getting weak i was shaking trying to hold everything in but i couldn't i fell to the ground cried well more ugly sobbing Gibbs. Just wrapped his arms around me held for while i cried for what felt like hours.
{end of flashback}I walk in to the basement Gibbs was staining the book case for my room when he sees me " cant sleep?" I nod he smiles and gives me a paint brush its calming he looks at " what keeping you up" " time of year" i say not making eye contact " you know what happened" Gibbs puts hand on my shoulder " i did you father also told me what happened" i look at him " know one knows what happen i was the only one there who survived he looks me why don't you tell me,i nod
" It was a normal day my dad was deployed, my mom owned a small shop, it had a general store feel to it; there was a bit of everything. Mom had given me a dollar for helping sweep the shop Lucas and i had gotten into fight over the stupid dollar. I ran in the the back store room to hide it we both had jars with money hidden back there I remember going to the front but hearing my mom yelling then what sounded like the cash register opening then i heard a loud bang and Lucas crying then silents, i ran in the back hidden i covered my ear i still hear the second shot, what a later found was the men shooting my mom in the head. But i just sat the back crying, then I remember man coming in the back showing me his badge he was a cop, and him carrying me out the back door."
I am shaking at this point my voices is trembling i can feel my self having a panic attack. I am able to clam myself down after a few minutes then continue the story.
" I think I stayed in foster for a while i don't how long till my dad got home, i don't remember when exactly but i do remember how happy i was to see him and how I wouldn't let go of him for awhile."
Gibbs just looks at me he takes the brush out of my shaking hands, he just hugs me until i am ready to go back to bed i walk up stairs and craw back in to bed. I grab my marine bear, Gibbs and Abby got for me last year for Christmas. When you squeeze the foot its a recording of my dad saying " i love you baby girl i am so proud of you" i smile and got back to sleep.
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FanfictionJessie Cordova is alone in the world after the murder of her father but when she turns to Gibbs for help, she will find more then just safety she may find a family.