right now i don't really have anything to keep me from offing myself, besides the fact that my family is in the house
i just feel really numb. people are so homophobic and transphobic and it makes me want to die. because i know if i come out as nonbinary/trans i'll be on the receiving end of that. and i don't think i could handle that.
but there's only 18 more days of school. and then a week of finals, and then graduation, and then i'm done for the year.
i'm want to get a summer job at a toy store if i can, but honestly, i just want to earn some of my own money.
i don't know where i was going with this post.
stay safe everyone, and stay chill
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anathema//spam book
Casualethis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
