blue and indigo took a break in their relationship
it lasted two days.
i knew it wouldn't last long.
they fight
then they make up,
and i am again forced to fake a smile when they're together
what made indigo decide to take a break with blue
instead of breaking it off like they did with me
does one month more really make that much of a difference?
why do i still care
why did i say yes to blue
when they asked tentatively if they could date my ex.
why do i not say anything:
when indigo asks me for advice for dates
when roan needs advice on what to do if they get a hickey
when seeing them together makes me want to just cry and break down.
why did i lie when indigo asked if i was okay with this,
all those months ago.
why.
why.
why.
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anathema//spam book
Randomthis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
