good stuff
so i don't remember if i ever posted this, but last week, all PAVE students were given the chance to enter their name into a lottery of sorts to go see an original musical called The Prom, and there were 50 tickets given to our school for students. it's an 8 o'clock show, but 10 out of the 50 students are going early with my PAVE I teacher to film interviews with the cast, crew and director. and i was somehow chosen for the film group. there are only three freshmen out of the ten people and it's a bit nerve-wracking because i honestly don't understand what's so special about me that made them want to choose me. idk. but i'm really excited about that so that's been a good thing that's happened to me.
i also saw The Hate U Give with my mom on sunday (21.10.2018) and i loved it but i'll (probably) write a whole thing about that some other time.
bad stuff
im slowly but surely slipping back into the apathetic place i was at last year and it's terrifying because i rarely feel happy unless something like broadway happens or i'm with my friends for extended amounts of time. i haven't had any good dreams, only nightmares and i wanna just sleep forever and not wake up.
that's all for now. (sorry for being so depressing)
stay safe and stay chill lovelies
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De Todothis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
