okay so, i was looking at twenty one pilots lyrics because i'm bored and why the fuck not, and it kinda just hit me that i understood so many lyrics differently because the lyrics are very religious for the most part but my dumb ass didn't realise this until just now and so now the lyrics mean such different things then what i thought they meant because i'm fucking atheist and so now i feel as if i should reevaluate my life but i'm too tired for that so i'm probably just going to go back to reading.
and that was the longest sentence i ever wrote. my english teacher would be ashamed.
also, i finally ordered a real binder, and i'm really fucking excited but also nervous but it's irrational so i'll just ignore it until i explode(not really i'll be fine).
i've also recently discovered i have a dimple, and that's cool.
also (i've said also too many times, sorry), i might start writing something here. maybe a continuation of the short thing i wrote in the idfk book i have (shameless plug: you should check it out i wrote it while depressed), something that builds on that world? i also have a completely different idea that i kinda have a little written that i might post if i end up writing what i have in non-script writing (it was for a screenwriting assignment; i got a 95 on it i'm proud of myself). i don't know if anyone reads these updates but if you do feel free to let me know what you think i should do?
well that's all for now,
stay chill lovelies
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Casualethis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
