i didn't do anything last night. i feel proud but my scars itch. i'm seeing blueberry and indigo later, at group, so i'm trying to stay clean until after that's over, if not longer.
they want me to "marry" them at their wedding. i said yes even though i still kinda love indigo. but the feelings for them are fading. i wish i didnt have to feel.
idk where i'm going with this anymore so i'm gonna go. i'll hopefully post me singing tonight or tomorrow. or never cos i suck lol.
that's all,
stay safe and stay chill lovelies
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anathema//spam book
Randomthis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
