currently i feel like i'm trapped in a whirlwind of problems. two of my friends are mad at each other and i tried to fix the situation but i don't think i did well enough. and i don't want to take sides and abandon one of my friends (lets call her green) because i know what it's like to be abandoned. and she's dealing with stuff and lately she's been telling it all to me, but most of it triggers my depression and makes me want to hurt myself, but i don't know how to tell her that. and i want to text someone so i don't do something stupid but i don't want to bother anyone anymore. and to top things off, my datemate is dealing with a lot of shit and they haven't been texting recently and it sucks because i miss them so fucking much, and right now, i don't see any point in living.
my friends are mad at each other and i can't do anything about it. i feel so fucking helpless. idk.
i guess that's all for right now
stay chill and please stay safe
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Randomthis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
