hi so today was halloween, which is honestly one of my favourite days because i love costumes (mine is up top) and i actually felt really good about myself even though i wasn't binding because i'm still sick. but all of that kinda toppled when i started getting cramps and my body decided to remind me that i'm not a cis guy.
everything kinda toppled for me mentally after that, which really sucks because i was having a nice week and i already miss that feeling because i really liked having scar-free wrists but i don't anymore and i hate myself for that.
that's all for now i guess,
stay safe and stay chill lovelies
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anathema//spam book
De Todothis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
