hi. it's been a hot minute since my last update, sorry. i'm alive, surprisingly, which is kinda annoying, but whatever. Time for life updates!
#1:
I'm in the chorus of a show called Head Over Heels, which includes a nonbinary/gender fluid character (depending on who you ask), a guy who dresses in drag, two lesbians, and overthrowing the patriarchy. It's great and I'm really enjoying it, though it is a bit tiring as we stay until 6-6:30 every day.
#2:
I got a new therapist who I like a lot more who recommended I get an appointment with a psychiatrist, to see if I need to start medication, which is actually happening (1.feb.2020), so that's should be fun.
edit (5.feb.2020): the appointment was not fun and i have been in a state of drifting in and out of actually being a functioning human since then so yeah that's why this didn't post this on the 1st
#3:
me and blueberry aren't friends at all anymore, and it's mostly because I said I was tired of being ignored and it spiralled into this whole thing, it was fun times. But I still see them at the trans support group thing I go to every other Wednesday and all the time in school. Yay.
#4:
I fake dated my friend (let's call him Ramen) cos we were both bored and wanted to fuck with people and I love him platonically/may have a squish on him so that's a thing. But I've known him for four years so it's not really that surprising cos we're really close and we're both attention whores
#5:
Not really big news but I'm currently dying because of a cold and I feel like garbage so yay.
But yeah, my time gone wasn't super eventful but it wasn't super boring either. So yeah, that's all for now
Stay chill and stay safe lovelies
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anathema//spam book
Randomthis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
