yesterday was the "date". i realised i didn't really have feelings for them. i was just lonely. i told my mom about them and she said that i shouldn't date anyway cos of my mental health. she broke up with them for me. i hate myself so much.
i've been binding for two days, almost 3 as a punishment for myself. i deserve this.
stay safe and chill lovelies. don't be like me.
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anathema//spam book
De Todothis is going to be filled with poetry, spam, and 12am thoughts ---talks about suicide/selfharm/suicidal thoughts please be safe--- (cover edit done by me)
