One- Shots - CrushXReader

Rejected

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C/N POV

"I... I like you." C/N said. 

Y/N cocked her head. "Yeah, we're friends!"

"No, I... like you like you." 

Y/N blinked. "Oh." 

C/N blushed and looked away. 

Y/N bit her lower lip. "C/N, I'm really sorry, but... I don't feel the same way."

C/N choked. "Y...yeah... I get it."

Y/N sighed, wringing her hands. "Look, I'm in a situation right now, and-" 

C/N turned and walked away, running to the school, desperate and sad. He entered the school and dashed into a random door. He slammed it behind him, and cried. He tried to convince himself that he didn't need her, that it was all fine. 

-Time Skip-

C/N walked down the sidewalk, lonely. He could see couples kissing, giggling, and flirting. While he was alone and sad, he stood there, alone and miserable. 

❝Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights❞

It had been several weeks since Y/N had rejected him. Coping with that feeling of passion and hate was terrible. The only reason C/N left the house was because when he was home, he would have flashbacks to her rejection. And that was worse than watching other people be happy. 

❝I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say❞

C/N wanted to believe that it hadn't happened, that nothing had changed. But everything had changed. She didn't talk to him anymore, nor did they meet outside of work. They used to often have coffee, but now, they never met. They only waved to each other at work, and that was even rare to happen. 

❝I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries


I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah


Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool❞

Romance was fake. No matter who asked you out, flirted or talk to you, that one person you liked was that one person that didn't care about you. Love was terrible in that way, making you love someone that never would love you back. 

❝Talk about a sinWas the day I walked into the other sideI would run back inI wouldn't waste no timeI know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my sideI don't need that girl in my lifeI don't want to talk it outOr hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kindI don't want to say that she's mineI don't want to tell her thatI love her more than lifeMore than life, YeahLove her more than lifeYeah, yeah, yeah❞

"Love can break you more than it makes you." 

           -Unknown