Shattered Promises

six.

        "Demi mentioned something about you saying something to a girl yesterday and according to Demi it was rude." 

        We were sat in the living room almost like Mom and Demi were therapist and I was their patient, sitting on the couch in front of them. I was done talking about this, like I don't see the big deal of this whole thing, but for Demi this is huge, I mean she did worse stuff. Demi just wasn't going to drop this, was she? 

        "You're not going to drop this are you?" My graze landed on Demi who was sat beside Mom, an evil stare slowly appearing onto her face. 

        "No, of course I'm not. Because you don't want to talk about it, and what you said was wrong." 

        "Mom," I interrupted Demi and watched as my mom let out a sigh and shrugged her shoulders. 

        "I just want to know what happened, that's all." I watched Demi roll her eyes at moms reply before I stood up from the soft brown couch. 

        "If you wanna know, ask Maddie not me." And with that, I made my way to the front door and let my fingers curl around the knob before twisting and pulling it open. 

        Shutting the door behind me, I walked down my driveway and made my way down the road. Jade wanted me to come over and I'm going there anyways, I really don't give a shit about what my mom said. 

        Jade is the only person that has been there for me the longest, she's practically my sister. We tell each other everything and we've never had one of those little girl arguments where they argue about the littlest thing and make into something huge and then forgive each other within a few hours. Jade and I are so much alike that we've never actually disagreed on anything that would actually spark an argument. She knows me about me than I know about myself and the same goes for her. I know exactly how she's feeling the second I see her. I know what moments she's having deep thoughts about something and that's usually when I'll ask about it. She's more of a sister to me than Demi ever was. 

        I have anxiety and there's moments where if too much shit is happening, I'll get random anxiety attacks and there's times where I'm close to passing out. And a few years back, Jade had moved to Chicago, and I never got to see her. And I just had a shit ton of homework that all had to be finished within the same day, and there was a ton of stuff happening in my family. Everything was moving to quickly and I just wanted everything to slow down for just a minute. I was getting to overwhelmed with everything, so I started having an anxiety attack and it wasn't over the amount of homework I had, it was everything that was happening down stairs. Mom and Dad were arguing over something stupid and they were making it a huge deal, and I've never been the type of person that can handle a lot of yelling. So there I was, trying to calm myself down, which never worked, and I did go to Demi, but she told me to get out of her room, so I was alone. I was having trouble breathing, and I knew that Dallas or Maddie wouldn't be awake because it was eleven o'clock at night, and they both went to bed early. The only person I had was Jade, even though it was one in the morning there, I called anyways. The whole night she helped me calm down, she breathed me and told me take deep breaths. Just by the sound of her voice made me calm down. She was my best friend, and words couldn't describe how much I loved her.

        Her house was only a few blocks away, so I didn't exactly mind walking. She had moved back to California about two years ago. She didn't even tell me that she was moving back, just one day she appeared at my front door. And to be honest, I have never been as happy as I was then. The day she moved to Chicago, it felt like my other half was missing. I don't exactly chose favorites with my friends, but if I absolutely have to, it'd be her. 

        I continued walking down the street, my eyes locked on my feet moving against the pavement. I allowed my mind to think about any thought it wanted to, because it's not like I'd be able to stop it anyways. My brain does whatever it wants and I have no way of controlling it. If I want to clear my mind, it comes up with one thousand thoughts.

        Once I arrived at my destination, I made my way to her front door and brought my hand up and gently knocked my knuckles against the wooden object. Within seconds, Isabella, Jade's mom, had opened the door, a large smile curling at the ends of her lips. 

        "Hello, Dani, come on in." She had opened the door wider so that I had room to step inside their house.

        "Jade's just upstairs in her room." Her mom told me before I watched her disappear around the corner into her room.

        "Okay, thanks." I said softly knowing that she wouldn't hear me anyways. 

        I made my way up their stairs and opened the door to her bedroom.

        "Hey." And as usual she was sprawled out on her bed with the book stuffed in her face. "Jay?"

        Once realization hit her that I was in her room, her eyes looked away from the pages of words and closed the thick book shut. 

        "Dani, I thought you said you couldn't come over."

        "Actually, can I stay a few nights here? I don't really want to go back home." 

        I watched her give me a nod, a small smile spreading across her face.

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A/N: i have no idea what the hell this is im so sorry how bad this was. it was so boring but i PROMISE they are getting better, like there's a shit ton of stuff coming up.

i really like jade and you guys will too soon. when you find out more stuff about her you guys will fall in love with her.

but anyways, demi WILL be more involved in this when it there becomes more drama

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