Shattered Promises

thirty.

        "Breathe," She cooed, keeping her arms wrapped tightly around me. "Deep breaths. Copy my breathing."

        I tried to pry her hands off of my body, gripping tightly onto her arms. She was too strong for me, but I kept fighting against her. 

        "No, let go." I muttered, and tried to be released from her grasp. And when she wasn't loosening, I dug my nails into her arm and as soon as her grip loosened, I slipped out of her arms. 

        "Get out, just get out. Get the fuck out of my room, Demi. Right now. I swear to God." She stood up from the floor, concern written all over her face.

        "No, I'm helping you." She said softly, moving closer to me.

        "When I needed help you didn't care! You told me not to call you. Admit it, Demi, you don't give a shit about me. And it was over something so god damn stupid. You over react about everything. Learn how to grow up!"

        I was beyond furious. I exited the bathroom, which was connected to my bathroom. Demi followed behind. 

        "Well I'm here now."

        "Why are you here? Just get out of room, please! I honestly can't believe you. Yeah, sure, whatever, I've hated you for most of my life because you're a bitch. I hated the fact that you actually wanted to spend time with me. I hated how you actually liked me. I wanted you to have nothing to do with me because I had nothing to you with you. But guess what? Ever since you told me that you want nothing to do with me, I've realized that I shouldn't have wished for that. I was actually thinking, 'Hey, she's actually pretty cool. Maybe I should give her another chance.' But, no, that was ruined. You're such a bitch. I hate you!"

        "I'm sorry, I didn't realize it-"

        "Of course you didn't!" I screamed. 

        The rest of my family was entering the room, which I'm not surprised, we were both yelling pretty loud. 

        "Have you ever thought about me? Have you ever thought 'Maybe, Dani's going through something right now. Maybe I shouldn't be such a selfish bitch.' I come from a famous family, everyone at my school knows who you are. I mean how could they not? You're one of the biggest celebrities out there at the moment. Plus, you were one of Disney's Princesses. Do you really think they wouldn't find out about what happened at the airport? You must be pretty stupid if you thought they wouldn't. The video was in the media's hands, what do you except to happen? What do you except to happen to me at school now? Did you even fucking think about it?! You probably didn't because you only think about yourself!"

        "I do not only think of myself! Why do you think I just came into the bathroom to stop you from-"

        "Don't fucking say anything! I will fucking rip your head off, that is between you and I, don't you dare say anything. I swear to God, Demi don't you dare mention that anybody else."

        "Woah, woah, what's going on here? Stop her from doing what?" Dallas cut in, both Demi and I glanced over at our older sister. 

        "I found Dani about to c-"

        "Shut up!" I screamed, shoving Demi roughly backwards.

        "No, Dani, somebody needs to know."

        "Somebody already does and that's you! Nobody else needs to know."

        "Danielle, what's going on?" And now Mom has cut in.

        I watched as Demi looked between Mom and I, with no emotion written on her face.

        "Nothing!" Tears were still running down my face and my hands were trembling. 

        "You two need to figure this out, this is getting out of control. Demi, you're twenty two years old and Dani you're sixteen, you both need to stop acting like you're a child."

        "She's the one acting like the child." Demi crossed her arms over her chest and stared over at me, waiting for my reaction and response back.

        "Just get out!" Sobs over wrecked my body and Demi's arms unravelled around themselves and the cold stare she was giving me was exchanged with concern. 

        "Demi, honey, let her be, alright? You've done enough." Mom simply said, walking over to Demi and gently pulling her out of the room. 

        "You okay?" Madison asked, sitting down beside me on the bed after I did.

        "Yeah, I'm fine," I fake smiled at her to show her that I was okay, at least so that she'd think I was. "But, I kind of wanna be alone for a bit."

        She nodded simply and pulled me into a side hug before leaving my room, along with the remaining people in my family, before they shut the door behind them when they all left. 

        I huffed and grabbed onto the pillow behind me, stuffing my face into it and letting out a scream. My body was filled with frustration, depression, anger, stress and a ton of other emotions. 

        While more tears stained my face, I made my way back into my bathroom to finish what I started. But when I got in there, the blade wasn't in there. It wasn't anywhere. My heart rate sped up and my hands began shaking more than they already were. 

        Demi. 

        She had it last, she touched it last. Bitch. If she still has it, I'll kill her.

        I left my room immediately, making my way into my sisters room.

        "Where is it?" I snapped, pushing her down open without knocking.

        She used to scream at me when I was younger when I never knocked before entering, but I could care less right now.

        She chuckled, looking up from her phone. "Where's what?"

        She changed from her laying positon on the bed so that she was sitting on the edge of it.

        "My blade, what did you do with it?"

        She shrugged, setting her phone down and moving closer to me. 

        "Something. I don't know." 

        My face filled with anger as I stared at her. "Give it back. I want it."

        "I'm not giving it back."

        I glared at her.

        "Why not?"

        She moved closer to my face and stared at me for a couple seconds before I saw her lips part slightly. The emotion in her face changed from bitchy and stuck up, to caring and concerning. 

        "Because we both know that you're stronger than that."

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