Shattered Promises

twenty four.

        My eyes stared out the small square window of the plane as I watched the fluffy clouds surround the flying object that we were in. The wings of the plane were coated in a thin layer of water from flying through the fog of water in the sky. The ground below us was so high up you couldn't even tell if there were any moutains, trees, houses, or cars we were too high to see anything. Just multiple colours of the ground and streaks of blue which were rivers. 

        "What exactly happened between you and Demi? What did you do Dani?" I looked beside me at Dallas who was sat beside me on the opposite side of the window. 

        "You probably heard it back at the airport. Demi was yelling loud enough Europe probably heard." 

        "The only thing I heard was something about suicide and you screaming about how sorry and stupid you were. Dani, what did you do?"

        "Nothing, it doesn't matter." I looked away from Dallas, staring back out of the window.

        "It does matter, Dani. If you were crying because of it, so yes, it obviously does matter." 

        I rolled my eyes at my sister. "Yeah, but can we just not talk about it right now? I'm not in the mood." 

        I heard Dallas sigh from beside me, but I ignored it and continued staring at the surroundings out the window. 

        "Fine, whatever." 

        When Dallas didn't continue the conversation and I knew that she wasn't going to anymore, I stuffed my headphones into my ears and pressed shuffle on my music library and let my eye lids slide closed. 

**

        I pushed my bedroom door open, throwing my bags down onto the floor and falling back onto my bed. I stared up at the ceiling, letting my thoughts take over my mind. Demi's words were still echoing in my head. The way she had said them to me was horrible. Her voice was full of hatred and it's just like how she used to talk to me when I was younger. 

        Stay out of my life, okay?

        Do me a favour and never speak to me again, got it?

        I attempted suicide because of you.

        Each time it repeated, it got louder and I found myself putting my hands on either side of my head like it was suppose to stop her voice was echoing in my mind. 

        I attempted suicide because of you.

        I attempted suicide because of you.

        Suicide.

        Because of you.

        Attempted suicide. 

        You.

        **Flashback**

        *Trigger Warning*

        "Dani, you're needed in the principal office." My teacher told me and I smiled, standing up from my desk and bringing myself down to his office.

        I was such a goody two-shoes in school when I was ten so when I was going down to the office, I didn''t think it was going to be anything bad, because I didn't do anything bad in school. 

        As soon as I entered his office, I sat down on one of the chairs and smiled at him with the widest grin ever. 

        "Hello, Dani."