If Life Doesn't Kill You, Emptiness Will.

I Can't

Leave me be
Leave me to wallow all alone
In the despair I cause
I'm not perfect
Nor will I ever be

You look at me
And you see
Beauty
Yet I see
A demon
Pain
Destruction

I kill what's in my path
I murder it

Don't beg for me
To come back
I won't

I've hurt you
And everyone else
I blamed you
But then realized
It's all my fault

I can't take handle this
I can't handle looking at you
I can't handle what you once were
I can't fucking take it
I can't...

Just let me off myself
Before the pain takes over.