If Life Doesn't Kill You, Emptiness Will.

Terrifying

It's quite scary
How I live to see another day
The bright light of the suns rays
The stars still there, but somehow gone

My chest is in pain
It's clenched like my nails into my palm
My nails dig hard and deep into my leg
The rubber band simply isn't enough

I'm nothing to anyone
Not a caretaker
Not a lover
Not a role model
Not even a friend
Because that's how little
My life matters

I can't help
It doesn't work
And I'm taken for granted
Beaten down because I help?
Or at least try to

Even she doesn't care about me
Not about how I feel
But I care so much about her
And how she feels
I'm in love with her
But she doesn't quite love me back
And that
Is why I'm terrified