If Life Doesn't Kill You, Emptiness Will.

Hate Me

Why can't you learn to hate me?
Why can't you just go?
Why can't you see that I'm the worst?

I'm not a good person
Never have been, never will be
And you saying otherwise can't change it
Can't change all I've done

I'm unhealthy and wrong
I'll never be any savior or saint
I'll always be scum
No matter what I try to do
I can't redeem myself

Sure I may try
And boy, do I fucking try
But that doesn't mean I succeed
Not until I fix the mess I made
And no,
I don't wish to do that, not with you.