If Life Doesn't Kill You, Emptiness Will.

Who Saves Me?

I'll never be good enough
Not for myself
Not for anyone else
Not even for my own mentality

I can't be positive for one full day
I can't go one day
Without self deprecation
I can't be happy

Look at her
She's sad too
And I helped her
Why can't I help myself?

I'm only here
To make others survive
While I die quickly
But so painfully

It's not so bad
Making others feel
That they are worth something
But who'll do it for me?
Who will save my life?

Who won't apologize to me
When I vent?
Who will tell me
How it needs to be?
Who will tell me like it is?
Who will truly be there for me?

Who will sit on the floor with me
As I cry into their shoulder?

I don't want sympathy,
I just want someone to listen
And give me advice, too
And not be so sorry for me