You Should Be Sorry You Made Me Cry

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by astropessimist

by astropessimist

I've not gotten better
Thanks to you, darling
You gave up on me
So I've given up on you
And because of this
I watch as the tears roll
Roll down my own face

You ignored my cry for help
And so this cry for help
Has become a scream
A never-ending,
Blood curdling,
Terrified,
Scream.

And where are you?
Off in your wonderland
Of self-hatred
Instead of helping yourself
And your friends.
You now mean nothing to me
Because you betrayed my trust
And still called yourself loyal.

Don't come back, sweetie.
You know I love you
And that I'd take you back
The second you asked me to
But we both know that
We're a poison to each other
And though I miss you
I can't bare it all again.

I can't bare to see you with a smile
I can't bare to fall in love with it
Over and over and over and over again
The suffocating feeling it brings me
Because I know that in the end
It'll always end with you and me
And with that comes so much disappointment
And heartaches that never seem to stop.

Yes you were the best worst thing
That has ever happened to me
I hope that you are very happy
And I hope that you're off hating me
Because I brought pain as well
Pain you never should've endured
But you brought so much worse to me
So I thought to return the favor
And oh did it satisfy me
But it wasn't enough for either of us
It never has been and never will be

And from this I take my leave from us
From all that you've put on me
All that you've kept me from
No longer will I be oppressed by you
I am no longer going to be chained to you
I have my own life to live and so do you
So I say with caution, go live it
Stay out of mine for heaven's sake
Otherwise the results will be catastrophic
I beg of you to forget me and leave me be
Or to hate me so you know what's best
Goodbye, my darling.

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That whole thing was 365 words for a year of shitty short stories and poems or whatever you call them??