If Life Doesn't Kill You, Emptiness Will.

S t i l l

"Still you want me."
- Imagine Dragons, 'Next To Me'

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I'm a mess,
Though you can't see it.
There's always stress,
Yet you always commit.

I do such stupid things,
There you are next to me,
And yes I know it stings.
My apologies.

I can't save you,
Nor can I save myself.
Why are you still here?

You're so kind,
I don't deserve you.
I ruin things,
I ruined you.

You're laying there,
Helpless and cold.
I'm crying,
Doing nothing.
And you still hold my hand.

I'm not a good person,
You know that.
But you insist.
Insist on staying.

Thank you.
For always being
Next to me.