If Life Doesn't Kill You, Emptiness Will.

The Part I'm Supposed To Play

I don't seem to fit the part that I'm supposed to be playing. I'm supposed to be the one with good advice, the goofball whose always happy, the one who's never an asshole. The shoulder to cry on. The sane one, the perfect one. Always content, never angry, never upset. I'm not supposed to care what others think, I'm not supposed to get stressed or hate others. The part that I am supposed to play is the innocent one.

But I'm unable to fit my part. I argue, cry and break down. I hate people, despise them. I can't seem to stop either. All I seem to do is make it worse. I'm not innocent, I can't play that part.