Can I make it right between us?
Can I get the chance to apologize,
Upfront and to your face?
I'm sorry I let those words get to me
I'm sorry I ever let you go
You deserve the world yet I
Am only a star,
About to go supernova.
Can I please make it up to you?
Maybe even hold your hand again,
Guide you in this dark world?
You deserved better than what I gave you
And you still do even after the hell
That you caused me to undergo
I worry about you
And wonder each day how you're doing
If things are any better
I knew I'd hurt you,
Let you down
But I put myself out there anyways
Darling, I fell for you
Not in the way I fell for anyone else
Oh no, the feeling is still there
And I know you don't feel the same
But I want it all back
I want you back
And sure I don't want to be needed
But it felt so right
To be needed by you
I wish to have you back
And I say I don't care about you
And that's one big lie
Knowing how much I fucked up,
I know to never do it again
So won't you please
Let me back in?
And if I fuck up again,
I won't ever come back.
I won't beg for your love,
I won't beg to have you again.
I'll leave you be.
Please,
Please oh please,
Let me make it right.
I can't stop thinking about you
Love, I don't know how to stop
So won't you leave me a little something
To say that you still care
Or that you want me gone for good?
I promise I'll make it right.

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If Life Doesn't Kill You, Emptiness Will.
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