Paper Hearts (COMPLETED ✔️)

♡Chapter 4♡

Jasmine's POV

I was so out of it the whole day. I know, I don't know Jungkook that well, but there's just something about him that draws me to him. I don't want to overwhelm him with questions because he already seems nervous around me, like a bunny ready to sprint towards a bush and hide from a predator.

"Babe, you okay?" Josh asks me.

"Huh?" I respond looking up at him. I didn't realize that we weren't kissing anymore. When I turn my head, I catch a glimpse of Jungkook and another Asian kid. He is staring right at me with a dark look in his eyes. His tongue poking at the inside of his cheek.

I wave at him and his face completely changes. He looks startled and blushes, giving me a shy wave back.

Josh's eyes follow where my attention was and groans.

"This whole day you've been looking lost. Is everything, okay?"

"Not really," I respond with a sigh and intertwine my fingers with his.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks me.

I shak my head and weakly smile. 

"Well then, let me take you home," he says quietly. 

And that is the end of our conversation. The car ride is silent and the atmosphere is so tense that when we make it to my home, I feel extremely relieved. Quickly getting out and slamming the door shut, I run inside, straight to my room. I am mentally exhausted for odd reasons. Maybe taking a short nap will help me. Turning on some music and putting on a timer, I let sleep overcome me.

My body, it hurts so bad...My eyes weakly opened and are met with large brown orbs, the most beautiful ones I've seen. I felt the pain subside and my body relax. The longer I stared at the eyes, the more tears that poured out its eyes.

"Why are you crying?" I tried to say, but nothing came out of my mouth.

My body soon felt like it was embraced even though I was just laying down in nothing but darkness.

"Jazmine, I'm so sorry."

Sorry for what?

"I'm so sorry," a choked-up voice said. "I should've told you. Why didn't I tell you"

Tell me what, n*gga?

"It's all my fault. I can't leave to----."

My body felt like it was burning and I tried to scream but nothing came out. It hurt so bad like somebody's burning me alive. The pain ran from my toes up to my back. The song Paper Hearts began to play and every time the part "Hoping that you won't forget about it" came on, the more pain I felt. 

Stop! Please stop! It hurts so much. 

I looked up at the eyes, still crying, and watched them suddenly close. The feeling of emptiness hit me like a fire truck. I felt alone, forgotten...It was dark and quiet, only my breathing was heard. I tried moving my body, but couldn't. It felt like I was having sleep paralysis and everyone knows that sh1t's not fun. Patiently waiting was all I could think of doing.

"She's been in a coma for 2 months now," a voice said.

"When will she wake up?" I heard my mother's voice say.

Mom? Mom! I tried yelling, but nothing came out of my mouth.

"Soon, we don't think she'll be in the coma state for much longer. But I must warn you that she may have some...memory loss when she wakes up," a voice said.