Paper Hearts (COMPLETED ✔️)

♡Chapter 5♡

"Such Young Love but, something in me knew it was real | Frozen in my head" - Tori Kelly

Jungkook's POV

I see what Josh was talking about now, he's dating Jasmine. That's what makes him better than me? I watch them kiss each other's faces off. He's slowly grinding down on her while she has one hand on his shoulder and the other in his hair. It pisses me off seeing them like this, but she's not mine anymore, that's his. But the thing that make's me jealous is that I've never had heated kisses like that with her. There were a lot of hugs, pecks, and holding hands, but nothing more.

They stop kissing and she moves away from Josh, waving at me. I'm star-struck. I can feel the blush running up to my ears as I wave back to her.



"It's been like that since you left," Jae-Sun says, looking towards the love-sick couple.

"Do they kiss like that all the time?" I ask.

"Yep," he says too quickly and starts laughing. "Hyung, look at your face. You're doing that tongue thing again."

"I bet I am," I huff. "It just sucks because I don't deserve her."



Jae-Sun looks at me with disgust.

"Pay attention to the road!" I yell. 

Jae-Sun runs the red light and says, "Josh is an f-cking a$$ wipe. He doesn't deserve her. I think they're dating because he was there for her after the accident."

"Really?"

"Dead a$$! Y'all are a better couple. He probably just gives her good sex."

I redden at what he says.

"Don't worry your virgin self 'bout anything, Kook," Jae-Sun beams while patting my cheek.

I swipe his hand away from my face and can't help laughing.



Jae-Sun rolls his eyes.

We arrive at my house and before I get out of the car, Jae-Sun speaks.

"Don't give up on Jasmine. It's only been one day and I can already see you guys naturally pulling towards one another".

I look at him and smile, not really knowing what to say. I go straight to the studio and practice the vocals for Blood Sweat & Tears and Begin. I did vocals for two hours and practiced any choreography Bang PD nim assigned me. By the time I was done, it was 7:00 pm. 

I feel like I need to clear my head. I go upstairs and am greeted by my mother. She smiles brightly at me and asks me how I was doing. Of course, I told her I was doing okay, not really feeling like getting into detail.

"Where are you going?" She asks after seeing me put on my shoes.

"For a run. I need to clear my head," I tell her.

"Okay, be back before eight! You have school tomorrow," She says looking worried.

"Of course, Umma! Love you," I say before leaving. 

I put my earbuds in and let the music take over me. I've been running for twenty minutes and I am already wishing I brought a towel. I jog to a bench and sit down to catch my breath. I tilt my head back and let the cool breeze cool me down. My head slightly nods to the beat of the song I'm listening to until I hear it. It's too familiar, that screeching noise of tires hitting the pavement, the sound of wheels trying to stop, trying to avoid hitting a living thing.