Will they accept us?- Yoonseok

Chapter 2: Inspiration

Yoongi's POV

It was hard coming up with lyrics. However, it's seemed impossible to write down anything now.

Yoongi seemed to be having an extremely hard time. His mind kept on drifting off to the morning from yesterday, in which he had Hoseok laying under him.

This would make Yoongi blush lightly. His heart rate would speed up, and his mind would go blank, as if he was in a trance. He knew what that meant, but didn't want to admit it.

Every time he would write down a line or two of lyrics he thought of, he would scratch them out because he thought they weren't good enough. In the end, he was stressed out and had a moderate headache.

"Hyung? Are you in there?" A deep voice said along with a knock on the door outside of the studio room.

"Yeah." Yoongi answered shortly.

"Can I come in?"

"I guess." Yoongi went to open the door to reveal Taehyung. He let the younger walk into the room, and then went to sit down in front of the screen. Taehyung followed the older and then stood beside him.

"What are you working on?" Taehyung asked.

"I would say lyrics, but I haven't even gotten anything down." Yoongi rested his head on his hand, ruffling his hair a little with the other.

"Why is it that you and Hoseok have been off lately? You two can't write any lyrics, probably can't produce anything either, and can't get the steps right and always lose focus.

And you can't forget the fact that you and him walked in to the practice room yesterday morning with an awkward and uncomfortable mood. Did something happen yesterday?"

Yoongi didn't answer. He stayed quiet for a bit. Still resting his head in his hands, the older said, "Something did happened this morning. It's embarrassing to even thinking about it."

"What happened? Your face literally just turned bright red?!"

"S-shut up!"

"It's funny to see you in this state!" Taehyung bursted into a fit of laughter, but then calmed down after seeing Suga's deadly stare. "Ahem, anyways, what happened this morning?"

"You aren't going to laugh?" The rapper said raising an eyebrow.

"No, I'll be serious this time."

"You better be." Yoongi threatened before starting his story. "That morning, Hoseok was trying to wake me up. He was getting annoying, but I tried ignoring him, hoping he'd go away. Unfortunately, he didn't.

So, I pushed him u-under me, and s-straddled him. I p-pinned h-his hands above his h-head. I d-didn't even r-real-lized what I w-was doing until I fully w-woke up. I-I swear it w-was o-only because I-I was annoyed.

And now every time I look at him, I can't help, but have this feeling towards him. My heart rate increases, my face heats up, and my palms start to get sweaty. I think I have an idea of what I'm feeling, but I'm afraid I'll be right."

"Wow." Taehyung said, amazed by the older's story. "That's why it's awkward between you two, and also why you two are out of it.

Hyung, you should try writing about your feelings. Maybe not as lyrics, but just writing it out. Write down what you want to tell him. If you do that, maybe you'll be able to get your mind off of the subject and get back to work. As for those feeling of your's, write that on paper as well."

"Do you think that'll help?"

"Well, you've done it through music, but sometimes it doesn't have to be about lyrics, poems, and rhyme schemes. It can just plain words on paper, and if there's anything else you need help with, then just ask me."

"Wow. Who knew you could give advice?" Yoongi chuckled but asked two more questions. "I think I know what I am feeling. Do you know? And is it ok for me to accept them?"

"The way you described how you feel when you look at J-hope is really easy to name. You like him.

As for accepting them, I don't know if you should accept them, especially since society isn't really cool with the LGBTQ community. I support the two of you, but that doesn't mean every one does. Sorry, but I have to leave that choice up to you."

Yoongi nodded his head. "I guess it is up to me. For now, I'll just keep them to myself. Maybe I might get over them."

Yoongi knew Taehyung was wrong. He loved Hoseok. He's loved him for two years now. He also knew that he wouldn't get over them easily, so to say he would was most likely a lie.

"If you want to do that, then go ahead. Just so you know, getting rid of feelings like that is hard. If you can't, then use them as an inspiration, or just straight up tell him. Keeping things bottled up doesn't do you any good."

"Thank you, Taehyung. You surprisingly helped me a lot."

"Hey! I can help a person in need! You know what, whatever. I'm leaving."

"Ok, bye."

Once Taehyung closed the door, Suga sat back in his chair.

Maybe I could use my feelings for Hoseok as an inspiration.

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A/N: Hey guys! Another chapter done and ready! I can't believe I got two chapters done in one day. Usually, I would finish one and start the other one but never finish it.
I know this is random, but my sister is listening to Renesmee's lullaby. I actually like classical music (mostly piano). My favorite one would be Chopin's Ballad No. 1 in G minor, Op 23 and Chopin's Waltz No. 1 Op 69.
Thank you for reading!❤️

Date: 5/30/18
Word count: 973 words